My guitar is G-O-N-E!

When i step in the house, i put everything in proper way.
And the next thing is go and grab my guitar!!
And i cant find it!! =(
Why WHy WHY?!
Where it go?!
I asked my mom and she said, I give it to your cousin edi.
=( =( ='( =''(
My guitar!
I though i can keep in touch with it when I'm back..
I though i can play it again..
I though i can play some music and create the video for State of the arts competition.
I though i can.........
='(
My heart broke and my tears down.
Too bad..
I'm sad now..

mix Feeling!

Back to Ipoh, finally!!
It's been so long I've been home.
I know I miss home..
But when i leave KL, I miss KL pula.. >_<
Well, I'm too used with my spiritual family edi.
Without them, I don't know how I can survive at KL.
Without them, I might still lost.
Aww~~ I miss them so much.
Anyway, it's time to back to my home!
My real home!
Daddy, mummy and brother!!!! Wuahahahahaha!
I miss you guys so much.
Gonna spent more time with u guys this time. =)
Enjoy..!

Wondering~~

State of The Arts!!!

Here it come!!

Hahahahaha!

Art of talents!!

Well, i'm thinking of wanna join or not.

I got no musicians, i gt no team, i gt nothing..

And i'm kind of phobia of the stage.. >_<

The reason that make me feel like joining is i want to upgrade myself and overcome my phobia.

But my time is limit, i need to complete everything in a short time.

Recording, find notes, prep, vocal training~ Bla Bla Bla~

And it was my exam start from 13th-19th.

Shall i focus on my study instead of this?

I dunno..

can somebody help me to decide..?

Please, let me know what to do if u guys saw my blog.. =)

Here come the nightmares..

The nightmares came again..

it's been so long that it never came in my sleep..

Been shock again and wake up few times..

Even when i take a nap, I'll dream it again..

Can it stopped..?

People said, dreams might mean something, might mean nothing..

And my dream always happen after few months ago..

And i don't hope it happen..

*sigh..

Just get out of my dream, nightmares..

Friendship.. =)

Kind of out of mood today..
Too much things just going on like that..
and i'm kind of too stress and don't know what to do..
And..
so do my best friend.
She just get into an emotional mood due to her 'case'..
We plan to jog, but end up, we bought junk food and ice-cream and we eat in the park.
Not much conversation is carry on..
But deep inside our heart, we know, our present there is just meant for each other.
Well, silent can be another way of communication.
Without talking, we can know what each other think and what each other want.
We try to cheer each other up after an hour, but yet, we failed.
Is alright my friend, both of us are just tired.
Allowed ourselves to be emo for awhile and leave the smile behind.
We know we'll be alright soon.
As God is always here for us. =)
U can move on..
Cause you are strong enough.
And I'll backup you here.
Together we, GAMBATEH!
So glad to have a friend like this.
Emotional day, but yet we gain a stronger friendship.

Dream!

There's once I talk about dream..

And yea, My DREAM IS TO BECOME A SINGER. =)

Never told before anyone.. but yet i think my mom know about this..
Well, living in a family which handling with business, never will I get a chance to get in to an entertainment life. Perhaps i'm just lucky that I doesn't need to life in a business life now. Nursing life is just an another choice for me to escape from it. Not my dream but yet I still have my passion to go for it. Help people who is in need, go for mission trip, go around the world helping the poor.. That's just all I wanna do.

There's once I watch a drama, is talking about a girl who can sing but yet she's phobia to sing in front of everyone. And finally she quit joining entertainment life and she decided to sing, any time any places she want. but just not in public. She said: 一个人可以很爱唱歌，但不一定要进入娱乐圈。像现在简简单单，无忧无虑的生活，也许会唱的更自由吧。。不必约束自己。。 Perhaps she's right. =)

I'm in nursing life now, and i shall continue with my life. Dream, might can't be come truth. This is the reality of life. And i got stage phobia, i cant sing alone in front of people. I just can sing with a group of people, like choir. So, just enjoy my singing in the church. =)

If one day, u guys saw me in any singing competition in tv program, that might be some miracle happen on me..

For now, nursing life is just here for me to complete it. =)