Fellowship..

Pastor said, fellowship is not to achieve a goal, it's a way of doing life that bring out a balance in our life.
Well!
Thinking back of the time I fellowship with friends and family..
I realize, spending some time with some people, can help without you relize it too..
Anyway, friends, if u guys reading this, just remember, spent some times with yr friends and family..
Communicate with them more.
And remember, spent some time talking face to face, have a cup of 'COFFEE'(I think coffee will have good business after this! =P) is better than keep in touch by technology like FB, Twitter or sms.
The precious time u guys spent together would help a person a lot.
Their heart will be more open, you guys can know a person feeling much more better..
Be understanding and be more patient to a person who sharing their problem..
Well!
I think I shall learn how to share too..
I keep to much..
I'm still learning..
Sometime is hard to say out my problem.. or even stress or even some situation..
It's all stuck on my throat..
*sigh~
There's once, my friend told me that my problem is just a small matter..
But for me it's big..
Well, different people have different tough and feeling.
Just sometime I rather u guys just listen, maybe pray for me.
That would be better..
Anyway, doesn't matter of what situation it is..
Cause everytime u share, u gt a different feed back from people. =)
I shall learn to share more..
So, anyone, wanna have lunch or dinner with me..?
Hahahaha~

Planning for this weekend. =)

What shall I do on this saturday..?
I'm plan to become a bag packer again but I dunno where to go..
Haha!
Wanna save cost..
Yet I need a break.
Or shall I.. Do something fruitfull..?
Like facing my fears..?
But I can't do it myself.
Who's free to accompany me..?
so either travel or spent sometime on my stuff..
Which to choose..?
both is important.
Need to make a decision before weekend come.
Anyway, focus on taking care baby 1st.
Hahaha!!
They'r too cute.
Some are so manja.
I gotta hug them, manja-manja abit then only they can sleep.
Haha!
CUTE~
5 more days to go.
Jia You! =)

What a down week..

Oh my~
I can't believe that I stuck myself in such an emotional week..
I can't effort the 'pain' and problems..
It really stuck me in a bad situation!
=(
Though I've pray and get to read my bible..
It still can't get over it.
Fear remains fear..
I've try to start focus on study and it works!
Yet it was remind by ppl again~
And here's the insomnia and nightmares come..
I don't feel like talking bout..
But I just need a way to express out the feelings..
Maybe a hug or an ice-cream will do..
or I rather stuck myself
But I really refuse to TALK!
argh!
I need to recover soon!!
As soon as possible!!!

What a week had past..

Phew! Here comes the new week!
It's sunday~
Well, too much things fly over in my mind last week.
Perhaps too much.
And I didn't get to talk to a psn..
And I get angry easily..
Opps! There's one day, when Smun and Chin try to tie my hair, but kena scold.
Sry yea, if u guys read this.
U guys kacau at the wrong time..
Anyway, the week had past.
Though some of the problem might haven't solve, might even some answer haven't appear.
Still is alright..
Waiting for the right time to let God show me and lead me.
May fell dissapointed or sad in between but is alright..
Walk by faith!! and everything will be okie soon.
And take care to you, you, you and you.And you all.. =)
Not mentioning names but do believe!
Something might change~
And miracle might happen~
And well~
......
How to said?
Duh~
Nvm..
=)
Smile always and take carez!
New week with new days!
New hope is here too~
=)

Just~ Need a person to talk to..

I need a person to talk to..
Too much things flow in my mind today..
Might can take it might cant make it~
Feel so weak for the day..
Perhaps for the weak~
Need a restoration..

LAst Day At Ipoh..

Finally, this day come..
Don't feel like going back after spending so much time here..
=(
I don't wanna GO BACK!!!

Time for more Fun!! Day 3!!

woohoo~
It's day 3!!
Today we gonna have lunch with cousins as they gonna fly off to Australia to continue study.
Well, it's time for them to go back as they've skipping the class for few days.
We spent some time together..
And before they left to KL, my grandma and cousin sister tears drop..
aww~~
Though they gonna be apart till June, but I can understand how much they'll miss each other.
It's not easy for 2 teenager who is 18 and 16 to left their home when they'r 17 and 15.
Well~
All the best man!!

On the way!!
Camhore!! haha!
The light from the mirrow does 'support' me~
Nice! Feel natural with the lights!



And my brother join me too! haha!



Around 1+, I went to De Garden and meet up my primary school friends.
We meet up once a year!
So great to meet up them as some of them are study and working at Australia, S'pore and Taiwan.
They'll be back once or maybe twice per year!
Aww~
We spent some time for fellowship and talk bout how's life now.
And hahahaha!
They all though I've pak tor edi!!
*as they said I grow thinner and prettier!!
*Ehem!! Mana ada!! I grow side way by eating too much this few day le!
Ahahaha!
Laugh gau gau!!
And they even came to my house!
They said: Siang Lin, your house is super cold wei compare to outside!
and they stick in till almost dinner time.

This 2 guys used to sit with we when.. Hmph~ I forgot when but they kena 'bully' by me! Haha! there's few more but they'r not here.



These are my classmates too. =)



Around 6+pm, after my aunty called, my hp suddenly turn dark!!
What's going on?!
Try to open it but FAILED!!
Oh no~~
It really BO liao~
=(
Go and check and I've told that it can't fix at all.. =(
Sad case!!
Daddy decided to buy me a new one.
He said check the Nokia one.
But.. I don't like Nokia.
Anyway, my hp 'alive' after awhile.
Stil function but it will go off itself and turn on itself..
Daddy want me to go and find out which phone is usefull.
I've check it out till I blurr!!
So much!
I don't even know which to pick!
My aim, HTC(*might can't as it really expensive!!) or Samsung Galaxy or no choice, I got to take the Nokia touch phone.
No!
I don't want..
I need to find out a phone or few choices before Monday end!!
If not, daddy gonna choose by his own..
HELP!!

Day 2!

Wuahahaha!!
It's time to GO BACK TAIPING!!!!
Since I study nursing, we just got chance to go back once per year~
And now finally a year past!
I'm able to go back and see my grandpa and grandma and all my uncle and aunty!!

Breakfast time!!
I wanna eat my favourite mee jawa which I used to eat and never missed out every Sunday when I'm still staying there.
But But.. The shop didn't OPEN!!
Argh!!!
How come~
They used to open by the 2nd day of CNY!
Aww~~ ='( nvm..
Eat other food.

After that we went to Grandpa and Grandma house!!
Yippy~
Nice to see them staying healthy and cheerfull!! =)
And so nice to see my uncle and auntie and all the cousins!!
We talk and talk and talk..
After that, LUNCH time!! Woohoo~~
Grandma food is still yummy!
Never change!! =)
Nais~



After lunch, all the kids and teenager went upstairs for internet and games!!
Everyone is facing computer for games, TV for PS2 and lappy for internet!
Haha!!
Well, this is what the 'youngster' do!!
And suddenly we heard the adult shout!
Hey, come and see some interesting thing!!
Okie okie!!
We went down and we saw.......
THE EGG IS STANDING ON THE FLOOR!!
Hahaha!
According to Chinese, egg can be stand during立春only!!!
Oh yea~ Interesting!!
I try to make it and ta da~
3 eggs standing!!
woohoo~~
Taking down picture and upload!
and I even encourage people to do it to!!
Haha!! for the very 1st time I'm so excited for it!!
Yipppy~



And till today, the egg is still standing!
Haha! weird right?!

Around 4pm+, daddy said wanna go back edi as tonight we'll have dinner with relative!
what!? so early!!
I wanna eat grandma dinner~
Anyway, we got to leave.
And before we leave, I'm able to eat half piece of bah gua and drink Shandy. =)
Nais~

while we heading to tol, it's kind of jam and for no choice, daddy used the kampung road.
And I suddenly realize that I forgot my phone!!
Oh man!!
It doesn't rang for the whole day and that's why I forgot it!!
Oh man!!
My dady gonna scold me..
I told him and he didn't scold me.
He just said, how come u so careless?
And he had to U-Turn all the way back to grandparents house..
Opps~ Sry daddy!!
I doesn't mean to forgot..
Sry though u didn't scold me..
Feel so guilty.

We reached Ipoh around 7pm.
Take and bath and it's dinner time!
We gonna eat at restaurant again!!
Woohoo~
food here I come!!
Nais!!
We lou sang and eat and eat and eat and eat!!
And so much left over!
Oh man!!
Too full for the day!!

LoU sAnG!


after that, we went to uncle house.
Kids playing firecrackers outside while the rest is in the house watching tv channel.
I'm so bored so I decided to camhore!!
Haha!!
and my sister(Apple) and cousin(Diana) join in!



And this is my 2011 favourite T-Shirt!! Nais~ =)



Relatives who come over. =)



Enjoy the day! =)

The First Day of Chinese New Year!! 03022011

Woohoo!!!
It's the 1st day of Chinese New Year!!!
Yippy~
Wake up by 10am as my parents wanna have breakfast.
Haha!
And before we bath, mom shout, DON'T WASH YOUR HAIR!!!
okie okie..
It's part of the chinese culture that we cannot wash our hair on the 1st day of CNY as it mean will wash away the 'prosper' away.
After we get ready, we said Happy Chinese New Year to our parents and oh yea! We get our ang pau!! =)
WOohoO~
After that mom prepare a chinese longan(torng sui) for us. =)

*Before going out, had some self loving picture! haha!



Around 11+, accoding to my family, we'll go temple.
So we follow our parents.
After the prayer, we walk to a playground beside the the temple.
There are a mamak stall there.
And there's a mini 'sunway lagoon' too.
People can enjoy water, food, picnic, playground and even jog here. =)
Nais~
And my daddy said, all the lights and water is done under me.
Wow!
Now only I know after it's been here for few years edi!!
Amazed!! Haha!!

We went for breakfast and perhaps it's lunch as it was almost 12 noon.
And this is what I eat.



It called 'lai fun'.
Very Q but taste weird.
The main point is the LOBAK!
It's another type of cooking!
Oh yea!
By eating it~
You can feel the minced meat mix together with celery.
It's juicy when mix together with the soup~
Nais.. =)

After breakfast, I spent my time sitting in front of the lappy and enjoy my drama.
Hahaha!
PS man.
It's a nice drama..
The story line is interesting as you can't expect what will going on next.
And after each drama end, they'll show some part of how the drama is produce for some scene.
What a good learning for me!! =)

Take a nap and when I'm awake, it's dinner time!!
Woohoo~
All my cousins, uncle, aunty and grandma is here!!
I keep on taking out the food for my family member.
I even need to cook for the soup as not enough..
This make me missed out my chance of eating my mom new 'invent' food, the bean cook with spareribs and the soy sauce fish as everyone finish up all..
And accidentally cut myself(and I still wonder where I get the cut as it was on my leg).
It bleed!!
When I ask my mom for a plaster, she said 'a nurse is trying to self medic herself.'
And everyone laugh!!
Ahahaha!!
Wookie..
Well, a nurse can get hurt too.
And as usual, a normal person will self medic too.
Hmph~ Nvm.. =)
Everyone enjoy the food!!
Nais~

After food, the adults go to living room and had a chat.
All the kids playing computer games and toys.
While all the teenager face the lappy and some even rest on bed!!
=)

My brother and cousin playing football on the floor.



My another cousin is kind of BO edi as he's been going round for lion dance for the whole day.



The kids wanna play firecrackers!!
Aww~
I'm so lazy to go out..
But once/yr!
Alright!!
Let's go to uncle house. =)
They've bought almost RM300 firecrackers!!
What?!
SO EXPESIVE!! Sial~
Yet their parents buy as the kids want.
End up all enjoy. =)



*Caught dating!! Haha!! My uncle and his wife.. =)



My day end up by checking the wound!!
Argh!! Got scar!!!
=(



SOB SOB.. ='(

REUNION DAY!! =)

Oh yea!! It's reunion day!
It's family gathering time!!
Woohoo!!
Wake up by 10 to help up my mom!!
1st thg to do for the day is do my washing job!!
These are the thgs that I need to clean.. =)



The CHAIRS!!! Hahaha! cause relative is coming over.
So chairs is very important!!
Wash with water and put it under the sun for the plastic chairs while wipe the leather sofa!!
=)
Next is table, plates, cups, fork and spoon. =)
Then I suddenly saw my mom car is dirty and I ask her, shall I wash this too?
My mom said, GOT more things for u to do, u wash that the day after tomorrow.
Haha! Wookie Wookie~
And she ask me to twist this. =)



These is going to be burn for ancestors.

According to my family culture, my family will pray ancestors every year before lunch.
And we'll display a 'dining table' for them. Like this..



As usual, I'll help in display and keep all these things.
And wash up after used. Oh yea, washing agn. haha!!

After done, hehehe~
Here come the 'mouse'.. =P
Curi-curi makan lobak!!



And I had my lunch with daddy and mummy as my sister went out edi while my brother don't feel like eating yet cause he ate breakfast lately~
Here's the lunch. =)



At night! Here comes my uncle and aunty with their family.
We had a nice reunion dinner. =)
Mom home cook food is the best man!!
Oh nais.. Very full!! =)
And suprisingly, as my cousin had grow up, now they can do the house work!
Oh yea! NAis.. (*I no need to wash all the dishes edi)
Wuahahaha!
Here's what my cousins do..



My cousin sister is washing the plates!! Haha!
*She refuse to see towards the camera. >_<
And my cousin brother is cutting pamelo!! =)
Nais~
He learn from the lion dance club.
3 steps!
1. cut
2. cut agn and peal
3. put in order
And ta da~ done.. =)



Nais looking!! =)
Anyway, they'r leaving to Australia on this sat as their class gonna start soon..
Aww~ Gonna miss them a lot!!

And here's the funny one!



My aunty who went Macau had slim down as she always walk to work.
But she gonna gain weight in a mean while as she already ate 2 plate!!
Here come the 3rd one!!
Haha! not fowgetting to finish up the sauce too..
Sial~
Anyway, let her eat as much as she want.
She gonna leave by next week for work..

Last but not least!!
We get our ang pau from grandma!! Yippy!!
Rabbit year with rabbit ang pau!! Nais~



The RABBIT with lights and no lights. CUTE!!



Happy CHinese New Year!!!
And don't sleep so early!!
Cause u gonna be awake by the fireworks!! =)

And last but not least!!
What shall I wear tomorrow?



Hmph~
Choosing choosing~

Bringing the kids to the playground! (*ystd)

When my cousin know I'm back to the town, the 1st thing she do is grab the house phone and call me, Can I go to your house later?
Haha! she miss me.. Aww~ Alright..
And here they come!!!!!
They'r 11 and 9 yrs old kids, brother and sister.
They came by and play with my brother, running around and 'BANG'!!
Oh man!! they 'tersangkut' my charger, nothing happen to them but my charger officially died.. =(
Sad case but what can be done..
They'r still kids.
But I does show the angry face to them and 3 of them sit silently~
After awhile, my brother come and said sry to me..
And my cousin said, let's bring us to playground.
Actually I'm kind of lazy to go out as the sun is still shine brightly outside.
Haha! But around 5.30pm, the sun HIDE~
So I decided to bring them out.
They'r so happy with it! =)

At the playground, as the swing are used by other kids. So we got no choice then sit aside and wait..
My brother suggested us to play "FIRE AND ICE" and "FINGER" and "...*forget the name edi"..
Wow! I just realized as time past, kids create much more games with the new name!
That sounds COOL! Haha!
But yet most of it is catching and chasing games.
And I'm the champion for the day!!!
Haha! Sial~

After awhile, the swing is empty as it started to rain(drip drip~).
Decided to go home but my cousin said, can we go and sit for awhile..
Hmph~ Since it's so windy, I suppose it wont rain so soon.
Come let's go!! Yippy~
4 of us on the SWING!
And luckily, the rain didn't come!! =)



Here's the 2 kids on swing! Oh yea~ Cute~
Haha! Then I go to mine. and when I try to tweet. Opps!
I fall down from the swing because I didn't hold on it.
Haha!!!
This is my cousin respond..
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
Laugh non-stop.
Sial~
But act!! OUCH~ Pain le wei.. =(

hehe.. Next is to take a self-loving picture. My hair is messy~ haha! That show how windy is here~ Nais!!




Ahahaha! here ends of day at the playground. =) Nais~ and enjoy with the kids.

Planning for Reunion Night.. =)

Woohoo!!
It's time for planning!!
Reunion night is right at the corner..
Well.. what shall be cook for this year?
As usual, can't be missing in the list are..
P.S: read in Hokkien.

1.Lo Bah!!
*my favourite since small, is a must! I still remember there's one yr my mom lazy to cook, I so dissapointed man.. And I ask my Grandma to cook. But her's.. was not as good as my mom. And got fat in the lo bak..

2.Du dor teng! (Pork stomach?/intestine? soup)
Tips:Must add more pepper, nais~ And if scare of the smell, can wash the intestine with pepper, leave it there for 1 day, wash and ta da~ Less smell! Hehe!

3.Tu kar (Pork leg)
Not much meat, but since my daddy and uncle like it so much, mom will cook every yr! And add some huat cai in it.. Nais!! Huat a!!! haha!

4.Bang guang car(mix vege)
This cannot be miss out! cause it was only cook ONCE/YEAR!!

Nais food!!
Haha!

Okie, since this year is our family turn to cook.. Hmph~
We shall add more dishes.
Daddy order Curry Mutton and Chicken from his Indian friend.
And this will safe up my mom job.
Then my mom will cook some vegetable(perhaps if she lazy, she might ask me to do it..)
So my job is to CLEAN everything that need to be use and the thing that had to be use. Haha!! Gonna be a WASHING GIRL tomorrow..
Oh oh~ And maybe I'll cook some nudget and eggs for the kids!? Haha!!

Anyway, it's gonna be good for tomorrow!!
Looking forward for it!