A Singing Competition

Today there's a singing competition in our college! It was just a mini competition and i never though that i'll be taking part in it!! With the encourage of choir leader, cg leader and some other friends from college or even old classmates, I decided to go for it. For the very 1st time, i have to choose and practice on my own. Luckily my cg leader, Joy is here to help me. =) after burning midnight oil, it's time to prepare another thing, MC script! For the very 1st time too, I'm gonna become MC. woohoo!! It's time for competition! OHHHHH! I'm feeking scare.. Even text my leader to make myself calm down. Well, their words does help. =) Step on my 1st step, walk to the middle of the stage, waiting for the music to start. Here comes the music.. =) Since it's duet as my friend decide to join last minute, yet still the feeling is different. But yet, at the bridge, i can hear my own voice! It's a melody! Not shaky voice! Yes! I done it! I can sing on the stage, i can sing well.. Well, believe in yourself really help! I'm not that nervous as usual. I just done it! Yeah! And the fear of going on stage, singing in front of people u dunno.. well, i think i've overcome part of it. =) Will continue to sing. =) Thank you for all the encouragement especially Joy, Robin and Emloyd! We just love to sing! =) And never quit from singing! More to learn from u guys too.. =)

08 City Harvest Church - Reign

This songs teach me how to sing in a different way. =)

Singing week. =)

Well, i'm off for few days and not going back hometown. *sigh.. I need part time job in order to survive. Well, RM400 cant help me survive in one month time as I got lots of expenses to do. So i'm working as Companion Nurse. It was night shift and this allowed me to have more time in the afternoon after i wake up from sleep. =) And what i do is practice singing. Non-stop! =) haha! I've been not practice after the 1st week of vocal class by Emloyd as I'm sick. And this week, i'm gonna buck up and done it more seriously. And my roommates are not in, so i can use the room freely as nobody will gonna stop me from singing. =) Practice hard as what he taught me, i realize that i can sing louder without stretching my vocal cord. WOW! Is a great thing! And i just keep on singing and singing and singing after the practice. I sing everywhere, i sing in my room, in the laundry while washing clothes, even sing when have outting with friends. =) My friends shout at me, can u stop singing? Opps.. I cant as i'm addicted on it. =P My mind just spin like a CD player. Woohoo! Friday before cg, while waiting alone at the bus stop for my member to reach, i just open my note book and sing all the praise and worship songs. Though of the car sounds could cover my voice, but yet still there's a motorcyclist turn his head and show his shock face! oh no.. perhaps too loud! And he might think that i'm crazy by singing there. Even after cg, my member start singing in the car. Here come the music and everyone just enjoy it! And today, Choir Team 3 is having practice as usual, I just sing without afraid of singing the wrong tune. And even my voice can reach Loyd(I think so as he show me a comfirmation eyes)! Wow! I'm singing better and better! And even Robin teach me today. What an honour! =) Well, i love u guys. I love Choir Team 3! u guys are just amazing. I'm more confident in singing right now, but yet more to be improve. =) Thx Shan Yong too by bringing me for the audition. And there's when My life change. =) Thx God for giving me this gift which allowing me sing. =)

Business..

My family is running business.. Most of them are on this field. And I'm the only one who start to join nursing.. Which is a totally different field from my family. Today i went to 'Breakthrough Session' by Yes Challenge. Is all about the how a young generation start to work on a business. And since is Y-Generation, is all about using internet. Most of the business will start to goes through online. Well, it comes out with different idea which might produce different of marketing. Well, it's not easy to build a business as there are lots of steps to go on. After the session end, we have lunch, then we sent Smun and Chin to church, then only we sent Sean back. when we reach, we just stop by and chat almost one hour. Well, it's kind of increase my knowledge while Sean start to talk bout business.. Wow! If he doesn't tell me, i might don't know that our land rent had increase 20% as in our pay is just increase 5%. And he said people who is rich will getting richer while people who is poor will getting poorer in future. And there's no more middle class people! What?! Well, I don't wish i getting poorer.. My family is still count on me in the future. Resources, food and another thing that is much more important thing in our life. What's the thing? Still wondering.. Well, everything is all business in this world. Is different type of service produce different type of business. Gaining my interest on business. =) It doesn't that hard. Just gotta twist your mind. =)

PARACHUTE BAND - LIVING RAIN (LIVE)

Recently addicted with this song. =)

Learn to be more patient than i used to be..

Tough day..
Yea, that's what i feel today.
Not much telling for it..
With all the emotional issues from other.
I handle it, with smile. =)
Settle most of it..
Probably some cant be solve.
But yet I tried..
Might be a tough period for me..
But nothing gonna stop me. =)
I've learned..
to be more patient than i am.
I just done it.
Well, this is the 1st step to Growth.
And it shall continue..
Running with You, Lord!

My life now.. =)

My college life was starting well till i found out it was so stressfull that i feel like quit it. and my ex interupt me by trying to gain back the relationship.. a broken friendship.. Everything is going down hill.. =( But i was lucky, cause my friend bring me to Emerge KL 2009. That was my 1st time i found out that a church can be so lively.. =) There's when i start to attend CG and service. The Word's of God touch my heart. And i start to trust God. My life is changing.. and I'm no longer emo. Everything goes smooth. =)

I start to serve in House of God too. I still remember there's once i went Neway with my leader, Wendee Lim. She said, her girl, u can sing. U can sing well and nice. =0 for the very first time i feel so encourage. I always lack of confident in singing. And when Joy asking us to join a ministry, without thinking, i said Choir Ministry. Well, i does wondering shall i go for it or not as i might not doing well. "never wait until you'r perfect till you wanna do it, it will be too late for it." So i sign up for choir ministry. Waiting for the phone calls and yet nobody call. By faith, i'm waiting.. Suddenly Shan Yong called me and said, this sat, there will be a choir audition, let's go for it.. I was like, WHAT?! How come..?! I left one day to prepare only.. and he said, Robin will be the judge. My mind pop out, oh.. that guy who know french.. Supposely will kind to girls..? Haha! Yet, i'm still nervous.. ~_~ 1st time singing in front of a person i dunno.. Scare!!! Well, at last i done it too. Love CHOIR TEAM 3! =)

CLT.. Next year.. I'm gonna go for it. I'll move on cause i cant always stay at the same level. I might taking the risk of loosing something. But i know, God will be here to guide me and lead me. Life will change and i don't know how it can be. I'll do my part and leave everything to God. So, W28 and friends, pls stay with me. I might not be that strong. Need support from u guys.. Choose to GROWTH!

How amazing my life can be change in one year by knowing God. My faith will continue.. =)

My past

Nothing to do today as i seriously have to take mc.. And i start thinking.. Thinking back to my past.. I still remember, my family always move house all around since i'm small due to my daddy have to work at different place. When i'm 5 yrs old, finally we stable down at Taiping as my sister have to start her kindergarden life. And i follow her to that kindergarde too. After 2 yrs of kindergarden life, i went for my primary school, and my dad went Ipoh for work. And that's when i start to be independent.. Cant imagine how hard could my mom life will be without a man in the house. And she have to be the man and women in the house. Well, we past through the hard time togather.. When i was 10, when everything is stable, my dad decide to move all of us to Ipoh. And sadly, i have to leave my grandparents and friends all behind. I have to re-bulid my new life again.. I'm so scare to be in a new place that even though i don't know cantonese, i still gotta survive there. most of my classmated laugh at me due to my koyak cantonese.. But i never quit to learn it. And finally by the end of my primary school, i manage to speak cantonese but yet not so good as others can. My secondary school life.. Is all about classrap! 5 years, start with it and end with it. Leading 5 years of 5 different class, is really a challenging life for me. I have to do most of the thing myself and even have to attend leadership camp. Well, yet sometimes as upon what our teachers request, i do have to do some 'bad' things and this does make people hate me. Sigh.. My friends.. I got no choice, kay. Anyway, there are still some friends that supposting behind which allowed me to move on.. =) What an amazing happening is, i got a new born baby to be take care off, which is my brother! That's when i start to cook and find my own transport for myself. School life.. tuition life.. and the rest of the time is taking care of him.. Even friends outting i've gotta reject.. Well, as he grow up, i got my chance to went out with my friends when i'm form 5.. Well, yet i enjoy my life. =) After graduate from secondary school.. is time to find a job. Cause i know, i need money to further my study. walking around my house area, trying to find a job.. and FINALLY, i found a job. After working for 2 months, it's time to find a college to further my study. And i'm still struggling as my family member not that supporting me to become a doctor. They prefer i take something about business.. And after going KL alone, trying to search for college, attend some fair to find some better idea of college life, yet i cant make a choice as everyone is talking with their own ideas instead of letting me speak out. I decided to continue working.. Until May, I resign my job and seriously call up my friends, asking how was their life is going on now. Finally, i make up my mind, i choose nursing. And after travell along Penang, Ipoh and KL which i dunno how i can make it even though i cant recognize the road well.. I decided to choose KL. Well, here's my college life start..