Friday, June 24, 2011

Worst day.. perhaps.. ever!

I failed..
yea.. failed...
=(
T_T

I'm not stress..
I can comfirm I'm not stress..
It's just the feeling that..
But everyone keep on said..
hey, u got to say no if u can't handle so much thing..
hey, is okie, u try your best, don't feel stress..
hey... .....

Just want to let u guys know..
I'm not stress..
I'm just facing the biggest 'enemy' i ever have..
I don't know how to overcome it..
I don't even know how to handle it..
Crap~~
*sigh~

Sry for making everything worst..
Sry for not leading well..
Sry for ruin everything..
I just can't continue at that moment..
Tears.. just keep flowing..
Voice off..
and perhaps..
I don't even know what to do..

God, pls take away my 'enemy'.
I don't like it...
I don't even like who I am now..

Thursday, June 23, 2011

悲しい

今日..私の一日失望で終わる悲しい...泣きそう私はちょうど感じる..私はそれを行うことはできません..そして私はそれが最悪のように..どのように..それを克服するためにはどうすれば私は本当に何をすべきかわからない..私は自分自身を伝える保つ自信が失われてもOK、それ私の初めてだな原因ですしかし、まだ..気持ちはまだ私を圧倒..神様私はこれがあなたがそれを通過したい季節知っている..しかし、どのように私は自分の強さ見つけることができますか?私はそのような状況なる..多分..無力な..

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

....I don't know what's the title for this.. RANDOM~

Today right after posting..
I went back and perhaps.. Rest while try to msn with Joy.
And I fall asleep while waiting for her reply.
Aiks..
When I woke up, Smun is right in front of me.
Oh yea! We need to sent Andrew and George back S'pore.
Sial~
Rush out and I realize..
They not even reach Kelana LRT yet.
While waiting, we ate some malay kuih and we talk crab..
Yea, crab..
and we even sing..
and see the train passby one by one..
Some how.. This appear in my mind..
We might can't as crazy n sampat as last time..
things been change just like the train passed by..
So fast and it seems to be season to season..
We need to be mature enough..
And be more serious..
That's what everyone want to see in us, perhaps?
And I think.. they never see.. that we already change A LOT..
And our smile.. Fade.. Just like that..

6.15pm.. Phew!!
Luckily on time before they went off.
And SAW Andrew hair..
Hahahahaha! Like...
okie..
DRAGON!!
I should take a picture.
Anyway, so sad to sent them off..
not really spending a lot of time with them..
But still, appreciate their presence.
Shall see them SOON.
=)

After that, went midvalley with Smun, cause there'r FREE SHUTTLE.
XD
1st time in it..
Pretty awesome, and we no need to pay!!
*Save COST.
And we spent time.. wonder around.. for drinks and food.
Oh yea! get to drink fruit juice and eat meats!!
=)
Fullfill my stomach.
Teehee~

went back quite earlier with BUS. Wow!
*Save MORE COST.

Reach hostel...
Heard rumors agn..
aiks..
And heard argument..
Hmph..
1st, they don't wanna allowed me to lead..
And now blame me for not helping..
And there, argue cause they'r not teaching well..
And there, attandance super low..
Since when a cheerleading team.. Become like this..
Aiks..
How!?
Should I go for it.. perhaps stuck myself in trouble?!
And yea, maybe miracles change and..
I don't know..
how..

Gonna lead some part of the CG this week..
Not one but 2!!
Leading P&W, games, offering....
I'm......

Choir..
BV?!

Things.. spinning in brain..
Need some one to talk to..
But.. where's eveyone?!
Is okie..
Things can be solve..
I just got to find ways and strength..
God!! Help~

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

hillarious surprise tat end with a powerful encounter

Part 1
Today i got to go out earlier as there's a meeting on before CWPM start.
Decided to go with Joy and I went Kelana Jaya LRT and wait for the bus to go to the area where she stay.
And when I get into the bus, the bus driver scolded me cause I'm not having a 'Bus Card'.
I'm wonder isit the new system.
Luckily I told him i didn't take bus so often and he agree to accept cash as the queue is long.
And he continue to scold those don't have 'Bus Card'..
Still he's accepting the cash..
WEIRD!!

Part 2
Met up Joy after her work and we tried to stop taxi to get to new building.
Few taxi go off as they don't wanna go Subang area or they got passenger in it.
Suddenly a car stopped and he ask us where we wanna go?
We caught in shock but he insist to fetch us.
Joy ask him to show the prove that he's a taxi driver and he took out his 'PROVE'~
Few paper there but I just saw his birth cert. XD
After comfirmation, we decided to get in his car.
As we insist to check his 'prove', he taugh we might not believing him.
All the way there, he's telling us, there's what building in front and want us to comfirm.
XD
I was SPEECHLESS!! XD
And he's driving an SUPER OLD car!! (*The mirror is broken and stick with tape, I can even feel the SOFA is moving, 3 windows are down, no air-cond.....)
He told us his son had just passed away and he need money for the funeral.
So he drove his old car for business instead of his taxi as his taxi is......
*SKIP SKIP
To be shortcut, he's driving SUPER OLD CAR to do his cab 'business'.
And suddenly at the high way..
He told us..
Aiyo.. Minyak sudah habis.. Saya ingat ia boleh jalan sampai ke petrol station.
@_@!!!!
WHAT?! It's high way you know!!!
And he ask us can we help him by pushing the car...
WHAT?! I suppose guys should do this..?!
Anyway, as we gt 2 female and 1 male, we decided to help in by getting down and push his car..
And HAHAHAHA!! Joy & me keep laughing while trying to push the car.. XD
this is the very 1st time I'm doing such thing in a high way.
FEEL GOOD. XD
But the car which passing by doesn't even wanna help up.
They just horn and passedby..
Aiks.. Can't just they be tolerate and help us up..?
Luckily the high way is going down hill.
And the car start to move.
Yippy!!
And the taxi driver ask us to jump into his car..
BUT THE CAR IS MOVING!!!!!
@_@
Oh my~
And luckily we able to JUMP in the car..
PHEW!!!
And the car able to reach petrol station.
And the driver said: See, I told you, GOD is GOOD!!
WOW!! okie!!!
God is really GOOD!
Cause we'r safe after all what had happen along the road.
Phew..
After he pump the petrol, he said, can u guys wait for awhile, the car engine might cant start..
WHAT?!
And he walk to the car wash place and request some help from his friend.
Aiks, we'r running OUT of time.
And we decided to pay him and walk to church.

I still can't stop laughing while writing this blog.
Anyway, we got a good experience in 'PUSHING CAR'.
Perhaps, WE ARE STRONG! XD