相信每个人都有自己的梦想吧。。？
你真正的梦想是什么。。？
你现在在前往你的梦想吗？
你的梦想就快达成了吗。。？
还是你已经活在你的梦想了。。？
要实现一个梦想不简单。。
付出的往往会比自己想象的多。。
再辛苦，也要相信自己，不要放弃。。
那你一定会成功。。
好好加油吧！
就算失败了，也没关系。。
至少你曾经努力过。。
=）
Friday, March 11, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
写华语
这几天，都好想用华语写字。。
华语也许没那么简单，但我喜欢。。
今天好忙。。
跑上跑下的，像大忙人一样。。
连Pharmarcy的人都认得我了！
病人却没什么照顾到。。
可是，没关系。。
忙也许是一件好事。。
可是之前扭到脚的痛又回来了。。
还记得那是以前参加Olahraga时的回来的伤。。
好怀恋以前在草场奔跑的时候。。
没信心，还是要跑！
=）
今天有些事很不顺利。。
弄得自己还蛮生气的。。
过后想了又想，为什么要生气呢？
我以前的忍耐度不是超好的吗。。？
跑去那了。。？
是时候反省反省咯。。
他今天找我。。
我，回了他。。
不想多说我的事。
特地转移话题。。
谈歌咏队的进展。。
却让我想起那是我们认识彼此的开始。。
突然读到了这一个。。
you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.
我的结论。。
There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down.
今天就只有这样。。
晚安。。
=）
华语也许没那么简单，但我喜欢。。
今天好忙。。
跑上跑下的，像大忙人一样。。
连Pharmarcy的人都认得我了！
病人却没什么照顾到。。
可是，没关系。。
忙也许是一件好事。。
可是之前扭到脚的痛又回来了。。
还记得那是以前参加Olahraga时的回来的伤。。
好怀恋以前在草场奔跑的时候。。
没信心，还是要跑！
=）
今天有些事很不顺利。。
弄得自己还蛮生气的。。
过后想了又想，为什么要生气呢？
我以前的忍耐度不是超好的吗。。？
跑去那了。。？
是时候反省反省咯。。
他今天找我。。
我，回了他。。
不想多说我的事。
特地转移话题。。
谈歌咏队的进展。。
却让我想起那是我们认识彼此的开始。。
突然读到了这一个。。
you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.
我的结论。。
There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down.
今天就只有这样。。
晚安。。
=）
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
累了。。
也许今天大家都很累。。
也没什么心情。。
所以特别疯狂。。
至少，这是我们其中解除烦恼的日子吧。。
吃了日本餐。。
明明就很多食物。。
可是却吃不饱。。
还在大庭广众唱歌。。
买了零食和特甜饮料。。
就打算继续疯狂。。
今天受到了他的信息。。
他说。。你最近还好吗。。？
很抱歉没把事实说好。。之类的话。。
但这一切也许太迟了吧。。？！
我选择不回。。
因为我真的不好。。
太多事情在一瞬间发生。。
家庭，你还有学业。。
一直告诉自己没关系。。
要坚强。。
我可以做到。。
只是要时间吧！
我不开心的，是因为你没把事实告诉我。。
而是让别人揭发。。
可是这一切已经不重要了。。
我往前走，向前看！
给点时间去把自己的心恢复原状。。
还是会心痛，可是，可能我真的需要时间，也许我们可以变回好朋友。。
=）
也没什么心情。。
所以特别疯狂。。
至少，这是我们其中解除烦恼的日子吧。。
吃了日本餐。。
明明就很多食物。。
可是却吃不饱。。
还在大庭广众唱歌。。
买了零食和特甜饮料。。
就打算继续疯狂。。
今天受到了他的信息。。
他说。。你最近还好吗。。？
很抱歉没把事实说好。。之类的话。。
但这一切也许太迟了吧。。？！
我选择不回。。
因为我真的不好。。
太多事情在一瞬间发生。。
家庭，你还有学业。。
一直告诉自己没关系。。
要坚强。。
我可以做到。。
只是要时间吧！
我不开心的，是因为你没把事实告诉我。。
而是让别人揭发。。
可是这一切已经不重要了。。
我往前走，向前看！
给点时间去把自己的心恢复原状。。
还是会心痛，可是，可能我真的需要时间，也许我们可以变回好朋友。。
=）
Sunday, March 6, 2011
1st post of March
One week past!
I've been spending time to fellowship with friends for the week.
1st was on Tues which was too RANDOM outting!
Spending some time to fellowship.. =)
watch a movie, SANCTUM, which can make people tension gau gau~
Anyway, enjoy it! haha!
and thx bro for spending the RANDOM time for me.. =)
I suppose u see this. haha!
Next was on thus, spending time with CG member.
Though cg member are same college, but we really busy with posting..
Cant even spent time to talk.
Even we meet, we was just hi bye~
Haha! I even told Chin, hello! it's been so long I didn't see you!
Anyway, enjoy CG with them..
At night, 2 people come to me and tell me their problem.
I'm glad they share their problem..
At least, it help in reduce their burden and stress.
FRIDAY! ANDREW TENG is BACK!
hahahaha! Good to see him(though we expect that he'll be back from S'pore)
We went Pyramid, while waiting ppl to come, mom called~
and cried in Pyramid. I can't believe I did that..
Luckily not much ppl saw~
Anyway, we spent time with Andrew by having dinner together and even went Meeples after that.
Next day we spent time for dinner too!
And singing and playing guitar~
We really miss the time we had!
He's just so good in playing guitar~
we can sing smoothly.. =)
And today!! Finally I'm back to CHOIR!
Oh happy day~
It's been a month we'r not there..
Really miss Choir Team 3.
But.. I just saw few people there.
And after service, we went Neway!
Awesome! Joy pick those high pitch songs!
Quite challenging man!
Haha! Still we'r hyper! =)
Thx for it.. Cause I'm halfly not in the mood..
Cause yea, I met him but we didn't talk.
I wish.. At least.. We can talk like usual~
Perhaps..?
I dunno what will going on next.
But.. duh.. leave it.
Here's almost end of my week!
CONCLUSION:
Spending so much time with so much people this week.
I enjoy the fellowship..
Haha~
(*every single people have their own problem. It's depent on how you overcome it. Either you work it out or you'll down because of it. +ve thinking is very important! Some problem might hardly found solution, but.. Believe in God that He'll help you and lead you past through everything. Have faith!)
I've been spending time to fellowship with friends for the week.
1st was on Tues which was too RANDOM outting!
Spending some time to fellowship.. =)
watch a movie, SANCTUM, which can make people tension gau gau~
Anyway, enjoy it! haha!
and thx bro for spending the RANDOM time for me.. =)
I suppose u see this. haha!
Next was on thus, spending time with CG member.
Though cg member are same college, but we really busy with posting..
Cant even spent time to talk.
Even we meet, we was just hi bye~
Haha! I even told Chin, hello! it's been so long I didn't see you!
Anyway, enjoy CG with them..
At night, 2 people come to me and tell me their problem.
I'm glad they share their problem..
At least, it help in reduce their burden and stress.
FRIDAY! ANDREW TENG is BACK!
hahahaha! Good to see him(though we expect that he'll be back from S'pore)
We went Pyramid, while waiting ppl to come, mom called~
and cried in Pyramid. I can't believe I did that..
Luckily not much ppl saw~
Anyway, we spent time with Andrew by having dinner together and even went Meeples after that.
Next day we spent time for dinner too!
And singing and playing guitar~
We really miss the time we had!
He's just so good in playing guitar~
we can sing smoothly.. =)
And today!! Finally I'm back to CHOIR!
Oh happy day~
It's been a month we'r not there..
Really miss Choir Team 3.
But.. I just saw few people there.
And after service, we went Neway!
Awesome! Joy pick those high pitch songs!
Quite challenging man!
Haha! Still we'r hyper! =)
Thx for it.. Cause I'm halfly not in the mood..
Cause yea, I met him but we didn't talk.
I wish.. At least.. We can talk like usual~
Perhaps..?
I dunno what will going on next.
But.. duh.. leave it.
Here's almost end of my week!
CONCLUSION:
Spending so much time with so much people this week.
I enjoy the fellowship..
Haha~
(*every single people have their own problem. It's depent on how you overcome it. Either you work it out or you'll down because of it. +ve thinking is very important! Some problem might hardly found solution, but.. Believe in God that He'll help you and lead you past through everything. Have faith!)
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Fellowship..
Pastor said, fellowship is not to achieve a goal, it's a way of doing life that bring out a balance in our life.
Well!
Thinking back of the time I fellowship with friends and family..
I realize, spending some time with some people, can help without you relize it too..
Anyway, friends, if u guys reading this, just remember, spent some times with yr friends and family..
Communicate with them more.
And remember, spent some time talking face to face, have a cup of 'COFFEE'(I think coffee will have good business after this! =P) is better than keep in touch by technology like FB, Twitter or sms.
The precious time u guys spent together would help a person a lot.
Their heart will be more open, you guys can know a person feeling much more better..
Be understanding and be more patient to a person who sharing their problem..
Well!
I think I shall learn how to share too..
I keep to much..
I'm still learning..
Sometime is hard to say out my problem.. or even stress or even some situation..
It's all stuck on my throat..
*sigh~
There's once, my friend told me that my problem is just a small matter..
But for me it's big..
Well, different people have different tough and feeling.
Just sometime I rather u guys just listen, maybe pray for me.
That would be better..
Anyway, doesn't matter of what situation it is..
Cause everytime u share, u gt a different feed back from people. =)
I shall learn to share more..
So, anyone, wanna have lunch or dinner with me..?
Hahahaha~
Well!
Thinking back of the time I fellowship with friends and family..
I realize, spending some time with some people, can help without you relize it too..
Anyway, friends, if u guys reading this, just remember, spent some times with yr friends and family..
Communicate with them more.
And remember, spent some time talking face to face, have a cup of 'COFFEE'(I think coffee will have good business after this! =P) is better than keep in touch by technology like FB, Twitter or sms.
The precious time u guys spent together would help a person a lot.
Their heart will be more open, you guys can know a person feeling much more better..
Be understanding and be more patient to a person who sharing their problem..
Well!
I think I shall learn how to share too..
I keep to much..
I'm still learning..
Sometime is hard to say out my problem.. or even stress or even some situation..
It's all stuck on my throat..
*sigh~
There's once, my friend told me that my problem is just a small matter..
But for me it's big..
Well, different people have different tough and feeling.
Just sometime I rather u guys just listen, maybe pray for me.
That would be better..
Anyway, doesn't matter of what situation it is..
Cause everytime u share, u gt a different feed back from people. =)
I shall learn to share more..
So, anyone, wanna have lunch or dinner with me..?
Hahahaha~
Monday, February 21, 2011
Planning for this weekend. =)
What shall I do on this saturday..?
I'm plan to become a bag packer again but I dunno where to go..
Haha!
Wanna save cost..
Yet I need a break.
Or shall I.. Do something fruitfull..?
Like facing my fears..?
But I can't do it myself.
Who's free to accompany me..?
so either travel or spent sometime on my stuff..
Which to choose..?
both is important.
Need to make a decision before weekend come.
Anyway, focus on taking care baby 1st.
Hahaha!!
They'r too cute.
Some are so manja.
I gotta hug them, manja-manja abit then only they can sleep.
Haha!
CUTE~
5 more days to go.
Jia You! =)
I'm plan to become a bag packer again but I dunno where to go..
Haha!
Wanna save cost..
Yet I need a break.
Or shall I.. Do something fruitfull..?
Like facing my fears..?
But I can't do it myself.
Who's free to accompany me..?
so either travel or spent sometime on my stuff..
Which to choose..?
both is important.
Need to make a decision before weekend come.
Anyway, focus on taking care baby 1st.
Hahaha!!
They'r too cute.
Some are so manja.
I gotta hug them, manja-manja abit then only they can sleep.
Haha!
CUTE~
5 more days to go.
Jia You! =)
Saturday, February 19, 2011
What a down week..
Oh my~
I can't believe that I stuck myself in such an emotional week..
I can't effort the 'pain' and problems..
It really stuck me in a bad situation!
=(
Though I've pray and get to read my bible..
It still can't get over it.
Fear remains fear..
I've try to start focus on study and it works!
Yet it was remind by ppl again~
And here's the insomnia and nightmares come..
I don't feel like talking bout..
But I just need a way to express out the feelings..
Maybe a hug or an ice-cream will do..
or I rather stuck myself
But I really refuse to TALK!
argh!
I need to recover soon!!
As soon as possible!!!
I can't believe that I stuck myself in such an emotional week..
I can't effort the 'pain' and problems..
It really stuck me in a bad situation!
=(
Though I've pray and get to read my bible..
It still can't get over it.
Fear remains fear..
I've try to start focus on study and it works!
Yet it was remind by ppl again~
And here's the insomnia and nightmares come..
I don't feel like talking bout..
But I just need a way to express out the feelings..
Maybe a hug or an ice-cream will do..
or I rather stuck myself
But I really refuse to TALK!
argh!
I need to recover soon!!
As soon as possible!!!
Sunday, February 13, 2011
What a week had past..
Phew! Here comes the new week!
It's sunday~
Well, too much things fly over in my mind last week.
Perhaps too much.
And I didn't get to talk to a psn..
And I get angry easily..
Opps! There's one day, when Smun and Chin try to tie my hair, but kena scold.
Sry yea, if u guys read this.
U guys kacau at the wrong time..
Anyway, the week had past.
Though some of the problem might haven't solve, might even some answer haven't appear.
Still is alright..
Waiting for the right time to let God show me and lead me.
May fell dissapointed or sad in between but is alright..
Walk by faith!! and everything will be okie soon.
And take care to you, you, you and you.And you all.. =)
Not mentioning names but do believe!
Something might change~
And miracle might happen~
And well~
......
How to said?
Duh~
Nvm..
=)
Smile always and take carez!
New week with new days!
New hope is here too~
=)
It's sunday~
Well, too much things fly over in my mind last week.
Perhaps too much.
And I didn't get to talk to a psn..
And I get angry easily..
Opps! There's one day, when Smun and Chin try to tie my hair, but kena scold.
Sry yea, if u guys read this.
U guys kacau at the wrong time..
Anyway, the week had past.
Though some of the problem might haven't solve, might even some answer haven't appear.
Still is alright..
Waiting for the right time to let God show me and lead me.
May fell dissapointed or sad in between but is alright..
Walk by faith!! and everything will be okie soon.
And take care to you, you, you and you.And you all.. =)
Not mentioning names but do believe!
Something might change~
And miracle might happen~
And well~
......
How to said?
Duh~
Nvm..
=)
Smile always and take carez!
New week with new days!
New hope is here too~
=)
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Just~ Need a person to talk to..
I need a person to talk to..
Too much things flow in my mind today..
Might can take it might cant make it~
Feel so weak for the day..
Perhaps for the weak~
Need a restoration..
Too much things flow in my mind today..
Might can take it might cant make it~
Feel so weak for the day..
Perhaps for the weak~
Need a restoration..
Sunday, February 6, 2011
LAst Day At Ipoh..
Finally, this day come..
Don't feel like going back after spending so much time here..
=(
I don't wanna GO BACK!!!
Don't feel like going back after spending so much time here..
=(
I don't wanna GO BACK!!!
Time for more Fun!! Day 3!!
woohoo~
It's day 3!!
Today we gonna have lunch with cousins as they gonna fly off to Australia to continue study.
Well, it's time for them to go back as they've skipping the class for few days.
We spent some time together..
And before they left to KL, my grandma and cousin sister tears drop..
aww~~
Though they gonna be apart till June, but I can understand how much they'll miss each other.
It's not easy for 2 teenager who is 18 and 16 to left their home when they'r 17 and 15.
Well~
All the best man!!
On the way!!
Camhore!! haha!
The light from the mirrow does 'support' me~
Nice! Feel natural with the lights!
And my brother join me too! haha!
Around 1+, I went to De Garden and meet up my primary school friends.
We meet up once a year!
So great to meet up them as some of them are study and working at Australia, S'pore and Taiwan.
They'll be back once or maybe twice per year!
Aww~
We spent some time for fellowship and talk bout how's life now.
And hahahaha!
They all though I've pak tor edi!!
*as they said I grow thinner and prettier!!
*Ehem!! Mana ada!! I grow side way by eating too much this few day le!
Ahahaha!
Laugh gau gau!!
And they even came to my house!
They said: Siang Lin, your house is super cold wei compare to outside!
and they stick in till almost dinner time.
This 2 guys used to sit with we when.. Hmph~ I forgot when but they kena 'bully' by me! Haha! there's few more but they'r not here.
These are my classmates too. =)
Around 6+pm, after my aunty called, my hp suddenly turn dark!!
What's going on?!
Try to open it but FAILED!!
Oh no~~
It really BO liao~
=(
Go and check and I've told that it can't fix at all.. =(
Sad case!!
Daddy decided to buy me a new one.
He said check the Nokia one.
But.. I don't like Nokia.
Anyway, my hp 'alive' after awhile.
Stil function but it will go off itself and turn on itself..
Daddy want me to go and find out which phone is usefull.
I've check it out till I blurr!!
So much!
I don't even know which to pick!
My aim, HTC(*might can't as it really expensive!!) or Samsung Galaxy or no choice, I got to take the Nokia touch phone.
No!
I don't want..
I need to find out a phone or few choices before Monday end!!
If not, daddy gonna choose by his own..
HELP!!
It's day 3!!
Today we gonna have lunch with cousins as they gonna fly off to Australia to continue study.
Well, it's time for them to go back as they've skipping the class for few days.
We spent some time together..
And before they left to KL, my grandma and cousin sister tears drop..
aww~~
Though they gonna be apart till June, but I can understand how much they'll miss each other.
It's not easy for 2 teenager who is 18 and 16 to left their home when they'r 17 and 15.
Well~
All the best man!!
On the way!!
Camhore!! haha!
The light from the mirrow does 'support' me~
Nice! Feel natural with the lights!
And my brother join me too! haha!
Around 1+, I went to De Garden and meet up my primary school friends.
We meet up once a year!
So great to meet up them as some of them are study and working at Australia, S'pore and Taiwan.
They'll be back once or maybe twice per year!
Aww~
We spent some time for fellowship and talk bout how's life now.
And hahahaha!
They all though I've pak tor edi!!
*as they said I grow thinner and prettier!!
*Ehem!! Mana ada!! I grow side way by eating too much this few day le!
Ahahaha!
Laugh gau gau!!
And they even came to my house!
They said: Siang Lin, your house is super cold wei compare to outside!
and they stick in till almost dinner time.
This 2 guys used to sit with we when.. Hmph~ I forgot when but they kena 'bully' by me! Haha! there's few more but they'r not here.
These are my classmates too. =)
Around 6+pm, after my aunty called, my hp suddenly turn dark!!
What's going on?!
Try to open it but FAILED!!
Oh no~~
It really BO liao~
=(
Go and check and I've told that it can't fix at all.. =(
Sad case!!
Daddy decided to buy me a new one.
He said check the Nokia one.
But.. I don't like Nokia.
Anyway, my hp 'alive' after awhile.
Stil function but it will go off itself and turn on itself..
Daddy want me to go and find out which phone is usefull.
I've check it out till I blurr!!
So much!
I don't even know which to pick!
My aim, HTC(*might can't as it really expensive!!) or Samsung Galaxy or no choice, I got to take the Nokia touch phone.
No!
I don't want..
I need to find out a phone or few choices before Monday end!!
If not, daddy gonna choose by his own..
HELP!!
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Day 2!
Wuahahaha!!
It's time to GO BACK TAIPING!!!!
Since I study nursing, we just got chance to go back once per year~
And now finally a year past!
I'm able to go back and see my grandpa and grandma and all my uncle and aunty!!
Breakfast time!!
I wanna eat my favourite mee jawa which I used to eat and never missed out every Sunday when I'm still staying there.
But But.. The shop didn't OPEN!!
Argh!!!
How come~
They used to open by the 2nd day of CNY!
Aww~~ ='( nvm..
Eat other food.
After that we went to Grandpa and Grandma house!!
Yippy~
Nice to see them staying healthy and cheerfull!! =)
And so nice to see my uncle and auntie and all the cousins!!
We talk and talk and talk..
After that, LUNCH time!! Woohoo~~
Grandma food is still yummy!
Never change!! =)
Nais~
After lunch, all the kids and teenager went upstairs for internet and games!!
Everyone is facing computer for games, TV for PS2 and lappy for internet!
Haha!!
Well, this is what the 'youngster' do!!
And suddenly we heard the adult shout!
Hey, come and see some interesting thing!!
Okie okie!!
We went down and we saw.......
THE EGG IS STANDING ON THE FLOOR!!
Hahaha!
According to Chinese, egg can be stand during立春only!!!
Oh yea~ Interesting!!
I try to make it and ta da~
3 eggs standing!!
woohoo~~
Taking down picture and upload!
and I even encourage people to do it to!!
Haha!! for the very 1st time I'm so excited for it!!
Yipppy~
And till today, the egg is still standing!
Haha! weird right?!
Around 4pm+, daddy said wanna go back edi as tonight we'll have dinner with relative!
what!? so early!!
I wanna eat grandma dinner~
Anyway, we got to leave.
And before we leave, I'm able to eat half piece of bah gua and drink Shandy. =)
Nais~
while we heading to tol, it's kind of jam and for no choice, daddy used the kampung road.
And I suddenly realize that I forgot my phone!!
Oh man!!
It doesn't rang for the whole day and that's why I forgot it!!
Oh man!!
My dady gonna scold me..
I told him and he didn't scold me.
He just said, how come u so careless?
And he had to U-Turn all the way back to grandparents house..
Opps~ Sry daddy!!
I doesn't mean to forgot..
Sry though u didn't scold me..
Feel so guilty.
We reached Ipoh around 7pm.
Take and bath and it's dinner time!
We gonna eat at restaurant again!!
Woohoo~
food here I come!!
Nais!!
We lou sang and eat and eat and eat and eat!!
And so much left over!
Oh man!!
Too full for the day!!
LoU sAnG!
after that, we went to uncle house.
Kids playing firecrackers outside while the rest is in the house watching tv channel.
I'm so bored so I decided to camhore!!
Haha!!
and my sister(Apple) and cousin(Diana) join in!
And this is my 2011 favourite T-Shirt!! Nais~ =)
Relatives who come over. =)
Enjoy the day! =)
It's time to GO BACK TAIPING!!!!
Since I study nursing, we just got chance to go back once per year~
And now finally a year past!
I'm able to go back and see my grandpa and grandma and all my uncle and aunty!!
Breakfast time!!
I wanna eat my favourite mee jawa which I used to eat and never missed out every Sunday when I'm still staying there.
But But.. The shop didn't OPEN!!
Argh!!!
How come~
They used to open by the 2nd day of CNY!
Aww~~ ='( nvm..
Eat other food.
After that we went to Grandpa and Grandma house!!
Yippy~
Nice to see them staying healthy and cheerfull!! =)
And so nice to see my uncle and auntie and all the cousins!!
We talk and talk and talk..
After that, LUNCH time!! Woohoo~~
Grandma food is still yummy!
Never change!! =)
Nais~
After lunch, all the kids and teenager went upstairs for internet and games!!
Everyone is facing computer for games, TV for PS2 and lappy for internet!
Haha!!
Well, this is what the 'youngster' do!!
And suddenly we heard the adult shout!
Hey, come and see some interesting thing!!
Okie okie!!
We went down and we saw.......
THE EGG IS STANDING ON THE FLOOR!!
Hahaha!
According to Chinese, egg can be stand during立春only!!!
Oh yea~ Interesting!!
I try to make it and ta da~
3 eggs standing!!
woohoo~~
Taking down picture and upload!
and I even encourage people to do it to!!
Haha!! for the very 1st time I'm so excited for it!!
Yipppy~
And till today, the egg is still standing!
Haha! weird right?!
Around 4pm+, daddy said wanna go back edi as tonight we'll have dinner with relative!
what!? so early!!
I wanna eat grandma dinner~
Anyway, we got to leave.
And before we leave, I'm able to eat half piece of bah gua and drink Shandy. =)
Nais~
while we heading to tol, it's kind of jam and for no choice, daddy used the kampung road.
And I suddenly realize that I forgot my phone!!
Oh man!!
It doesn't rang for the whole day and that's why I forgot it!!
Oh man!!
My dady gonna scold me..
I told him and he didn't scold me.
He just said, how come u so careless?
And he had to U-Turn all the way back to grandparents house..
Opps~ Sry daddy!!
I doesn't mean to forgot..
Sry though u didn't scold me..
Feel so guilty.
We reached Ipoh around 7pm.
Take and bath and it's dinner time!
We gonna eat at restaurant again!!
Woohoo~
food here I come!!
Nais!!
We lou sang and eat and eat and eat and eat!!
And so much left over!
Oh man!!
Too full for the day!!
LoU sAnG!
after that, we went to uncle house.
Kids playing firecrackers outside while the rest is in the house watching tv channel.
I'm so bored so I decided to camhore!!
Haha!!
and my sister(Apple) and cousin(Diana) join in!
And this is my 2011 favourite T-Shirt!! Nais~ =)
Relatives who come over. =)
Enjoy the day! =)
Friday, February 4, 2011
The First Day of Chinese New Year!! 03022011
Woohoo!!!
It's the 1st day of Chinese New Year!!!
Yippy~
Wake up by 10am as my parents wanna have breakfast.
Haha!
And before we bath, mom shout, DON'T WASH YOUR HAIR!!!
okie okie..
It's part of the chinese culture that we cannot wash our hair on the 1st day of CNY as it mean will wash away the 'prosper' away.
After we get ready, we said Happy Chinese New Year to our parents and oh yea! We get our ang pau!! =)
WOohoO~
After that mom prepare a chinese longan(torng sui) for us. =)
*Before going out, had some self loving picture! haha!
Around 11+, accoding to my family, we'll go temple.
So we follow our parents.
After the prayer, we walk to a playground beside the the temple.
There are a mamak stall there.
And there's a mini 'sunway lagoon' too.
People can enjoy water, food, picnic, playground and even jog here. =)
Nais~
And my daddy said, all the lights and water is done under me.
Wow!
Now only I know after it's been here for few years edi!!
Amazed!! Haha!!
We went for breakfast and perhaps it's lunch as it was almost 12 noon.
And this is what I eat.
It called 'lai fun'.
Very Q but taste weird.
The main point is the LOBAK!
It's another type of cooking!
Oh yea!
By eating it~
You can feel the minced meat mix together with celery.
It's juicy when mix together with the soup~
Nais.. =)
After breakfast, I spent my time sitting in front of the lappy and enjoy my drama.
Hahaha!
PS man.
It's a nice drama..
The story line is interesting as you can't expect what will going on next.
And after each drama end, they'll show some part of how the drama is produce for some scene.
What a good learning for me!! =)
Take a nap and when I'm awake, it's dinner time!!
Woohoo~
All my cousins, uncle, aunty and grandma is here!!
I keep on taking out the food for my family member.
I even need to cook for the soup as not enough..
This make me missed out my chance of eating my mom new 'invent' food, the bean cook with spareribs and the soy sauce fish as everyone finish up all..
And accidentally cut myself(and I still wonder where I get the cut as it was on my leg).
It bleed!!
When I ask my mom for a plaster, she said 'a nurse is trying to self medic herself.'
And everyone laugh!!
Ahahaha!!
Wookie..
Well, a nurse can get hurt too.
And as usual, a normal person will self medic too.
Hmph~ Nvm.. =)
Everyone enjoy the food!!
Nais~
After food, the adults go to living room and had a chat.
All the kids playing computer games and toys.
While all the teenager face the lappy and some even rest on bed!!
=)
My brother and cousin playing football on the floor.
My another cousin is kind of BO edi as he's been going round for lion dance for the whole day.
The kids wanna play firecrackers!!
Aww~
I'm so lazy to go out..
But once/yr!
Alright!!
Let's go to uncle house. =)
They've bought almost RM300 firecrackers!!
What?!
SO EXPESIVE!! Sial~
Yet their parents buy as the kids want.
End up all enjoy. =)
*Caught dating!! Haha!! My uncle and his wife.. =)
My day end up by checking the wound!!
Argh!! Got scar!!!
=(
SOB SOB.. ='(
It's the 1st day of Chinese New Year!!!
Yippy~
Wake up by 10am as my parents wanna have breakfast.
Haha!
And before we bath, mom shout, DON'T WASH YOUR HAIR!!!
okie okie..
It's part of the chinese culture that we cannot wash our hair on the 1st day of CNY as it mean will wash away the 'prosper' away.
After we get ready, we said Happy Chinese New Year to our parents and oh yea! We get our ang pau!! =)
WOohoO~
After that mom prepare a chinese longan(torng sui) for us. =)
*Before going out, had some self loving picture! haha!
Around 11+, accoding to my family, we'll go temple.
So we follow our parents.
After the prayer, we walk to a playground beside the the temple.
There are a mamak stall there.
And there's a mini 'sunway lagoon' too.
People can enjoy water, food, picnic, playground and even jog here. =)
Nais~
And my daddy said, all the lights and water is done under me.
Wow!
Now only I know after it's been here for few years edi!!
Amazed!! Haha!!
We went for breakfast and perhaps it's lunch as it was almost 12 noon.
And this is what I eat.
It called 'lai fun'.
Very Q but taste weird.
The main point is the LOBAK!
It's another type of cooking!
Oh yea!
By eating it~
You can feel the minced meat mix together with celery.
It's juicy when mix together with the soup~
Nais.. =)
After breakfast, I spent my time sitting in front of the lappy and enjoy my drama.
Hahaha!
PS man.
It's a nice drama..
The story line is interesting as you can't expect what will going on next.
And after each drama end, they'll show some part of how the drama is produce for some scene.
What a good learning for me!! =)
Take a nap and when I'm awake, it's dinner time!!
Woohoo~
All my cousins, uncle, aunty and grandma is here!!
I keep on taking out the food for my family member.
I even need to cook for the soup as not enough..
This make me missed out my chance of eating my mom new 'invent' food, the bean cook with spareribs and the soy sauce fish as everyone finish up all..
And accidentally cut myself(and I still wonder where I get the cut as it was on my leg).
It bleed!!
When I ask my mom for a plaster, she said 'a nurse is trying to self medic herself.'
And everyone laugh!!
Ahahaha!!
Wookie..
Well, a nurse can get hurt too.
And as usual, a normal person will self medic too.
Hmph~ Nvm.. =)
Everyone enjoy the food!!
Nais~
After food, the adults go to living room and had a chat.
All the kids playing computer games and toys.
While all the teenager face the lappy and some even rest on bed!!
=)
My brother and cousin playing football on the floor.
My another cousin is kind of BO edi as he's been going round for lion dance for the whole day.
The kids wanna play firecrackers!!
Aww~
I'm so lazy to go out..
But once/yr!
Alright!!
Let's go to uncle house. =)
They've bought almost RM300 firecrackers!!
What?!
SO EXPESIVE!! Sial~
Yet their parents buy as the kids want.
End up all enjoy. =)
*Caught dating!! Haha!! My uncle and his wife.. =)
My day end up by checking the wound!!
Argh!! Got scar!!!
=(
SOB SOB.. ='(
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
REUNION DAY!! =)
Oh yea!! It's reunion day!
It's family gathering time!!
Woohoo!!
Wake up by 10 to help up my mom!!
1st thg to do for the day is do my washing job!!
These are the thgs that I need to clean.. =)
The CHAIRS!!! Hahaha! cause relative is coming over.
So chairs is very important!!
Wash with water and put it under the sun for the plastic chairs while wipe the leather sofa!!
=)
Next is table, plates, cups, fork and spoon. =)
Then I suddenly saw my mom car is dirty and I ask her, shall I wash this too?
My mom said, GOT more things for u to do, u wash that the day after tomorrow.
Haha! Wookie Wookie~
And she ask me to twist this. =)
These is going to be burn for ancestors.
According to my family culture, my family will pray ancestors every year before lunch.
And we'll display a 'dining table' for them. Like this..
As usual, I'll help in display and keep all these things.
And wash up after used. Oh yea, washing agn. haha!!
After done, hehehe~
Here come the 'mouse'.. =P
Curi-curi makan lobak!!
And I had my lunch with daddy and mummy as my sister went out edi while my brother don't feel like eating yet cause he ate breakfast lately~
Here's the lunch. =)
At night! Here comes my uncle and aunty with their family.
We had a nice reunion dinner. =)
Mom home cook food is the best man!!
Oh nais.. Very full!! =)
And suprisingly, as my cousin had grow up, now they can do the house work!
Oh yea! NAis.. (*I no need to wash all the dishes edi)
Wuahahaha!
Here's what my cousins do..
My cousin sister is washing the plates!! Haha!
*She refuse to see towards the camera. >_<
And my cousin brother is cutting pamelo!! =)
Nais~
He learn from the lion dance club.
3 steps!
1. cut
2. cut agn and peal
3. put in order
And ta da~ done.. =)
Nais looking!! =)
Anyway, they'r leaving to Australia on this sat as their class gonna start soon..
Aww~ Gonna miss them a lot!!
And here's the funny one!
My aunty who went Macau had slim down as she always walk to work.
But she gonna gain weight in a mean while as she already ate 2 plate!!
Here come the 3rd one!!
Haha! not fowgetting to finish up the sauce too..
Sial~
Anyway, let her eat as much as she want.
She gonna leave by next week for work..
Last but not least!!
We get our ang pau from grandma!! Yippy!!
Rabbit year with rabbit ang pau!! Nais~
The RABBIT with lights and no lights. CUTE!!
Happy CHinese New Year!!!
And don't sleep so early!!
Cause u gonna be awake by the fireworks!! =)
And last but not least!!
What shall I wear tomorrow?
Hmph~
Choosing choosing~
It's family gathering time!!
Woohoo!!
Wake up by 10 to help up my mom!!
1st thg to do for the day is do my washing job!!
These are the thgs that I need to clean.. =)
The CHAIRS!!! Hahaha! cause relative is coming over.
So chairs is very important!!
Wash with water and put it under the sun for the plastic chairs while wipe the leather sofa!!
=)
Next is table, plates, cups, fork and spoon. =)
Then I suddenly saw my mom car is dirty and I ask her, shall I wash this too?
My mom said, GOT more things for u to do, u wash that the day after tomorrow.
Haha! Wookie Wookie~
And she ask me to twist this. =)
These is going to be burn for ancestors.
According to my family culture, my family will pray ancestors every year before lunch.
And we'll display a 'dining table' for them. Like this..
As usual, I'll help in display and keep all these things.
And wash up after used. Oh yea, washing agn. haha!!
After done, hehehe~
Here come the 'mouse'.. =P
Curi-curi makan lobak!!
And I had my lunch with daddy and mummy as my sister went out edi while my brother don't feel like eating yet cause he ate breakfast lately~
Here's the lunch. =)
At night! Here comes my uncle and aunty with their family.
We had a nice reunion dinner. =)
Mom home cook food is the best man!!
Oh nais.. Very full!! =)
And suprisingly, as my cousin had grow up, now they can do the house work!
Oh yea! NAis.. (*I no need to wash all the dishes edi)
Wuahahaha!
Here's what my cousins do..
My cousin sister is washing the plates!! Haha!
*She refuse to see towards the camera. >_<
And my cousin brother is cutting pamelo!! =)
Nais~
He learn from the lion dance club.
3 steps!
1. cut
2. cut agn and peal
3. put in order
And ta da~ done.. =)
Nais looking!! =)
Anyway, they'r leaving to Australia on this sat as their class gonna start soon..
Aww~ Gonna miss them a lot!!
And here's the funny one!
My aunty who went Macau had slim down as she always walk to work.
But she gonna gain weight in a mean while as she already ate 2 plate!!
Here come the 3rd one!!
Haha! not fowgetting to finish up the sauce too..
Sial~
Anyway, let her eat as much as she want.
She gonna leave by next week for work..
Last but not least!!
We get our ang pau from grandma!! Yippy!!
Rabbit year with rabbit ang pau!! Nais~
The RABBIT with lights and no lights. CUTE!!
Happy CHinese New Year!!!
And don't sleep so early!!
Cause u gonna be awake by the fireworks!! =)
And last but not least!!
What shall I wear tomorrow?
Hmph~
Choosing choosing~
Bringing the kids to the playground! (*ystd)
When my cousin know I'm back to the town, the 1st thing she do is grab the house phone and call me, Can I go to your house later?
Haha! she miss me.. Aww~ Alright..
And here they come!!!!!
They'r 11 and 9 yrs old kids, brother and sister.
They came by and play with my brother, running around and 'BANG'!!
Oh man!! they 'tersangkut' my charger, nothing happen to them but my charger officially died.. =(
Sad case but what can be done..
They'r still kids.
But I does show the angry face to them and 3 of them sit silently~
After awhile, my brother come and said sry to me..
And my cousin said, let's bring us to playground.
Actually I'm kind of lazy to go out as the sun is still shine brightly outside.
Haha! But around 5.30pm, the sun HIDE~
So I decided to bring them out.
They'r so happy with it! =)
At the playground, as the swing are used by other kids. So we got no choice then sit aside and wait..
My brother suggested us to play "FIRE AND ICE" and "FINGER" and "...*forget the name edi"..
Wow! I just realized as time past, kids create much more games with the new name!
That sounds COOL! Haha!
But yet most of it is catching and chasing games.
And I'm the champion for the day!!!
Haha! Sial~
After awhile, the swing is empty as it started to rain(drip drip~).
Decided to go home but my cousin said, can we go and sit for awhile..
Hmph~ Since it's so windy, I suppose it wont rain so soon.
Come let's go!! Yippy~
4 of us on the SWING!
And luckily, the rain didn't come!! =)
Here's the 2 kids on swing! Oh yea~ Cute~
Haha! Then I go to mine. and when I try to tweet. Opps!
I fall down from the swing because I didn't hold on it.
Haha!!!
This is my cousin respond..
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
Laugh non-stop.
Sial~
But act!! OUCH~ Pain le wei.. =(
hehe.. Next is to take a self-loving picture. My hair is messy~ haha! That show how windy is here~ Nais!!
Ahahaha! here ends of day at the playground. =) Nais~ and enjoy with the kids.
Haha! she miss me.. Aww~ Alright..
And here they come!!!!!
They'r 11 and 9 yrs old kids, brother and sister.
They came by and play with my brother, running around and 'BANG'!!
Oh man!! they 'tersangkut' my charger, nothing happen to them but my charger officially died.. =(
Sad case but what can be done..
They'r still kids.
But I does show the angry face to them and 3 of them sit silently~
After awhile, my brother come and said sry to me..
And my cousin said, let's bring us to playground.
Actually I'm kind of lazy to go out as the sun is still shine brightly outside.
Haha! But around 5.30pm, the sun HIDE~
So I decided to bring them out.
They'r so happy with it! =)
At the playground, as the swing are used by other kids. So we got no choice then sit aside and wait..
My brother suggested us to play "FIRE AND ICE" and "FINGER" and "...*forget the name edi"..
Wow! I just realized as time past, kids create much more games with the new name!
That sounds COOL! Haha!
But yet most of it is catching and chasing games.
And I'm the champion for the day!!!
Haha! Sial~
After awhile, the swing is empty as it started to rain(drip drip~).
Decided to go home but my cousin said, can we go and sit for awhile..
Hmph~ Since it's so windy, I suppose it wont rain so soon.
Come let's go!! Yippy~
4 of us on the SWING!
And luckily, the rain didn't come!! =)
Here's the 2 kids on swing! Oh yea~ Cute~
Haha! Then I go to mine. and when I try to tweet. Opps!
I fall down from the swing because I didn't hold on it.
Haha!!!
This is my cousin respond..
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
Laugh non-stop.
Sial~
But act!! OUCH~ Pain le wei.. =(
hehe.. Next is to take a self-loving picture. My hair is messy~ haha! That show how windy is here~ Nais!!
Ahahaha! here ends of day at the playground. =) Nais~ and enjoy with the kids.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Planning for Reunion Night.. =)
Woohoo!!
It's time for planning!!
Reunion night is right at the corner..
Well.. what shall be cook for this year?
As usual, can't be missing in the list are..
P.S: read in Hokkien.
1.Lo Bah!!
*my favourite since small, is a must! I still remember there's one yr my mom lazy to cook, I so dissapointed man.. And I ask my Grandma to cook. But her's.. was not as good as my mom. And got fat in the lo bak..
2.Du dor teng! (Pork stomach?/intestine? soup)
Tips:Must add more pepper, nais~ And if scare of the smell, can wash the intestine with pepper, leave it there for 1 day, wash and ta da~ Less smell! Hehe!
3.Tu kar (Pork leg)
Not much meat, but since my daddy and uncle like it so much, mom will cook every yr! And add some huat cai in it.. Nais!! Huat a!!! haha!
4.Bang guang car(mix vege)
This cannot be miss out! cause it was only cook ONCE/YEAR!!
Nais food!!
Haha!
Okie, since this year is our family turn to cook.. Hmph~
We shall add more dishes.
Daddy order Curry Mutton and Chicken from his Indian friend.
And this will safe up my mom job.
Then my mom will cook some vegetable(perhaps if she lazy, she might ask me to do it..)
So my job is to CLEAN everything that need to be use and the thing that had to be use. Haha!! Gonna be a WASHING GIRL tomorrow..
Oh oh~ And maybe I'll cook some nudget and eggs for the kids!? Haha!!
Anyway, it's gonna be good for tomorrow!!
Looking forward for it!
It's time for planning!!
Reunion night is right at the corner..
Well.. what shall be cook for this year?
As usual, can't be missing in the list are..
P.S: read in Hokkien.
1.Lo Bah!!
*my favourite since small, is a must! I still remember there's one yr my mom lazy to cook, I so dissapointed man.. And I ask my Grandma to cook. But her's.. was not as good as my mom. And got fat in the lo bak..
2.Du dor teng! (Pork stomach?/intestine? soup)
Tips:Must add more pepper, nais~ And if scare of the smell, can wash the intestine with pepper, leave it there for 1 day, wash and ta da~ Less smell! Hehe!
3.Tu kar (Pork leg)
Not much meat, but since my daddy and uncle like it so much, mom will cook every yr! And add some huat cai in it.. Nais!! Huat a!!! haha!
4.Bang guang car(mix vege)
This cannot be miss out! cause it was only cook ONCE/YEAR!!
Nais food!!
Haha!
Okie, since this year is our family turn to cook.. Hmph~
We shall add more dishes.
Daddy order Curry Mutton and Chicken from his Indian friend.
And this will safe up my mom job.
Then my mom will cook some vegetable(perhaps if she lazy, she might ask me to do it..)
So my job is to CLEAN everything that need to be use and the thing that had to be use. Haha!! Gonna be a WASHING GIRL tomorrow..
Oh oh~ And maybe I'll cook some nudget and eggs for the kids!? Haha!!
Anyway, it's gonna be good for tomorrow!!
Looking forward for it!
Monday, January 31, 2011
How brave am I!!
well, when I came back, for sure there'll be dinner with family member..
And once again, my parents quarrel again..
They quarrel about what to cook during Chinere New Year eve as this year is our family turn to cook.
It's just a small matter and they can't even talk properly..
Aiks.. and they complain each other to me..
I don't like this!!
I finish up my dinner and wondering, shall I speak up today?
If I didn't speak out today, for sure they will quarrel agn the following day..
Well, I was like can't even throw out my words!
Sial~
Scare to get scolded..
Anyway, I suddenly speak out, don't you two feel sienz by keeping on quarrel?(after I think back, to say like this is kind of RUDE!! Opps!)
Yet to continue..
Why don't you two speak up the problem.
Dad, u shall be more patient.
Mom, speak out as if u always keep how u feel, nobody know!
Oh man, after I said this, I saw my mom eyes are red.
Sry mom, but I just wanna fix this~
Nobody is perfect in this world.
But instead of seeing the negative point, why don't you two see from a positive point?
Think back why u two wanna quarrel?
And what for u two quarrel?
(*This part, I'm not manage to speak out.
~Dad, mom, why don't u two think back, what make u two fall in love, be together, get married, born 3 of us, past through all the hard season, and now live in a much more better life compare to last time? why don't u 2 sit and talk, what had been missing in your life? And make everything change? In a relationship, commitment and trust is very important. I hope time past and things will change. To be a better husband and wife! To be a model for 3 of us.)
Words been not speaking out.
But I hope, things will change to better than worst..
Love you dad and mom!
Just wanna let u know, I'm no longer the AH MEI who's a small kids and not mature.
I'm adult now, and I does take this serious cause we're a family..
And once again, my parents quarrel again..
They quarrel about what to cook during Chinere New Year eve as this year is our family turn to cook.
It's just a small matter and they can't even talk properly..
Aiks.. and they complain each other to me..
I don't like this!!
I finish up my dinner and wondering, shall I speak up today?
If I didn't speak out today, for sure they will quarrel agn the following day..
Well, I was like can't even throw out my words!
Sial~
Scare to get scolded..
Anyway, I suddenly speak out, don't you two feel sienz by keeping on quarrel?(after I think back, to say like this is kind of RUDE!! Opps!)
Yet to continue..
Why don't you two speak up the problem.
Dad, u shall be more patient.
Mom, speak out as if u always keep how u feel, nobody know!
Oh man, after I said this, I saw my mom eyes are red.
Sry mom, but I just wanna fix this~
Nobody is perfect in this world.
But instead of seeing the negative point, why don't you two see from a positive point?
Think back why u two wanna quarrel?
And what for u two quarrel?
(*This part, I'm not manage to speak out.
~Dad, mom, why don't u two think back, what make u two fall in love, be together, get married, born 3 of us, past through all the hard season, and now live in a much more better life compare to last time? why don't u 2 sit and talk, what had been missing in your life? And make everything change? In a relationship, commitment and trust is very important. I hope time past and things will change. To be a better husband and wife! To be a model for 3 of us.)
Words been not speaking out.
But I hope, things will change to better than worst..
Love you dad and mom!
Just wanna let u know, I'm no longer the AH MEI who's a small kids and not mature.
I'm adult now, and I does take this serious cause we're a family..
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Mixing feeling that carry on..
Hmph.. actually, not planning to write this out but well..
see what it come out at the end.
Last Sunday! what a super duper tired once I woke up!
imagine slept by 3am, woke up by 3.30am to answer a call, and when he notice I'm sleeping, shut it off.
And randomly by 4am, he call again and said can u ask Andy to open the door, I wanna talk to him!
Hello! Ethan SOH SHAN YONG! U know I'm sleeping and i need to get up earlier, right? why don't u call others? >_<
Slept back after I open the door.
But in 2 hours time i wake up agn, shock by dream! hmph~ I wonder, if ever that dream come truth, I dunno what to do.
Cause at the beginning of the year, I know I no longer love you anymore, the relatiohship doesn't work out if only one hand is clapping. =)
So give up and that's it!
You'll be like my bro, my buddies. haha!
Is great cause friendship is what I gain! woohoo~
This year, Joy promote us. To train ourself to become a leader.
Though this year is not CLT, but we'll learn thing straight from leader.
We'll be follow leader and attend leader meetings for 6 months.
I'm so happy for it! cause it's in a different way.
I'm afraid to work on it as I still feel my knowledge is so little compare to others.
But it will be another great time to learn things in it!
Believe myself that I can do it..
I've prayed by David..
And what he said does increase my confident..
Is time to move on to another level!
Jin CHong sermon does inspire me too!
How to become a counter cultural disciple?
1.We need to KNOW THE WORD
2. We need to KNOW YOUR IDENTITY
3.We need to KNOW YOUR PRIORITY
We need to know the word of God in order to build up ourself and gain faith! We need to know our identity in order to serve God. We need to know our priority in order to know what is important in our life!
Be organize in 2011, be strong in 2011!
Build the relationship between God and us!
Learn to seek and draw near to Him!
And not forget of this year theme!
Think for others more!
There's another feeling in it. And it can't be written out..
Well! It's gonna be the great year though! =)
And today! after talking to few friends..
I gain more mixing feeling! haha!
what la me..
Well..
Christianity~
Emotional~
Thinking of the past~
Fear in my heart~
it cant be express out! but yet!
I wanna said~
I need a hug!
that's what i need for today!
Cause after today, it will no longer stay in me! =)
I wanna learn how to control my emotion.
I wanna learn to face the fear in my heart!
And i believe!
I can do it!
Oh yea!
Knock knock! time to sleep~
What a mixing blog! haha!
WEIRD~
Good NIGHT world! =)
see what it come out at the end.
Last Sunday! what a super duper tired once I woke up!
imagine slept by 3am, woke up by 3.30am to answer a call, and when he notice I'm sleeping, shut it off.
And randomly by 4am, he call again and said can u ask Andy to open the door, I wanna talk to him!
Hello! Ethan SOH SHAN YONG! U know I'm sleeping and i need to get up earlier, right? why don't u call others? >_<
Slept back after I open the door.
But in 2 hours time i wake up agn, shock by dream! hmph~ I wonder, if ever that dream come truth, I dunno what to do.
Cause at the beginning of the year, I know I no longer love you anymore, the relatiohship doesn't work out if only one hand is clapping. =)
So give up and that's it!
You'll be like my bro, my buddies. haha!
Is great cause friendship is what I gain! woohoo~
This year, Joy promote us. To train ourself to become a leader.
Though this year is not CLT, but we'll learn thing straight from leader.
We'll be follow leader and attend leader meetings for 6 months.
I'm so happy for it! cause it's in a different way.
I'm afraid to work on it as I still feel my knowledge is so little compare to others.
But it will be another great time to learn things in it!
Believe myself that I can do it..
I've prayed by David..
And what he said does increase my confident..
Is time to move on to another level!
Jin CHong sermon does inspire me too!
How to become a counter cultural disciple?
1.We need to KNOW THE WORD
2. We need to KNOW YOUR IDENTITY
3.We need to KNOW YOUR PRIORITY
We need to know the word of God in order to build up ourself and gain faith! We need to know our identity in order to serve God. We need to know our priority in order to know what is important in our life!
Be organize in 2011, be strong in 2011!
Build the relationship between God and us!
Learn to seek and draw near to Him!
And not forget of this year theme!
Think for others more!
There's another feeling in it. And it can't be written out..
Well! It's gonna be the great year though! =)
And today! after talking to few friends..
I gain more mixing feeling! haha!
what la me..
Well..
Christianity~
Emotional~
Thinking of the past~
Fear in my heart~
it cant be express out! but yet!
I wanna said~
I need a hug!
that's what i need for today!
Cause after today, it will no longer stay in me! =)
I wanna learn how to control my emotion.
I wanna learn to face the fear in my heart!
And i believe!
I can do it!
Oh yea!
Knock knock! time to sleep~
What a mixing blog! haha!
WEIRD~
Good NIGHT world! =)
Monday, January 17, 2011
A drama!
I've watch a drama without knowing the name!
This is the very 1st time..
well, I spent some of my holiday doing this..
It's an Taiwan movie, act by Taiwan and China actor.
Talking bout freedom, love, photoshooting, life..
Well, it's important to have a time that you could do something that you wanna do!
So do I! =)
perhaps after this 3 years course end..
I wanna spent some time for what i really want for.. =)
Well, everything take times!
And I'm gonna work it out.. =)
Never give up!!
And i meet up my ex when i went back Ipoh this time..
I take it easy and just spent 1 hour with him..
well, his life is changing..
for a better one..
Is great.. But the only thing u gotta do is..
To let go..
Sry to said, there's no U-turn in our relationship..
It doesn't work out..
What had end means end yea..
Jia you! u can do it!
When I went back, I told Torng Eei that I just met up with my ex.
She suddenly emo and say, how wish I'm dating now. or have a bf..
Friend!
Common!
Knock Knock!
Not getting attach is alright..
Your time havent reach yet.. =)
Being single is fun!
Enjoy life with family and friends..
spent less $..
Less problem..
No worries..
Haha! see! so much advantage!
God will put a right person in your life..
Sooner or later..
Not in rush!
If not u might can't find the Mr Right! =)
This is the very 1st time..
well, I spent some of my holiday doing this..
It's an Taiwan movie, act by Taiwan and China actor.
Talking bout freedom, love, photoshooting, life..
Well, it's important to have a time that you could do something that you wanna do!
So do I! =)
perhaps after this 3 years course end..
I wanna spent some time for what i really want for.. =)
Well, everything take times!
And I'm gonna work it out.. =)
Never give up!!
And i meet up my ex when i went back Ipoh this time..
I take it easy and just spent 1 hour with him..
well, his life is changing..
for a better one..
Is great.. But the only thing u gotta do is..
To let go..
Sry to said, there's no U-turn in our relationship..
It doesn't work out..
What had end means end yea..
Jia you! u can do it!
When I went back, I told Torng Eei that I just met up with my ex.
She suddenly emo and say, how wish I'm dating now. or have a bf..
Friend!
Common!
Knock Knock!
Not getting attach is alright..
Your time havent reach yet.. =)
Being single is fun!
Enjoy life with family and friends..
spent less $..
Less problem..
No worries..
Haha! see! so much advantage!
God will put a right person in your life..
Sooner or later..
Not in rush!
If not u might can't find the Mr Right! =)
Sunday, January 16, 2011
5 days off! Well!! life is all this about! =)
Well! my life is so lifeless without internet!
I admit!
I can't survive without internet!
well~
yet I got no choice..
Is alright..
Cause it make me spent more time with my family and friends..
And my PLANTS VS ZOMBIES! haha! I've manage to finish it up.. =P
In between this 5 days of holiday, many things fly over my mind!
so much unpleasant situation like my parents quarrel, seeing friends without a stable life.. bla bla bla~
Is it because of I've become a Christian, I'll wish their life will be more stable and constant?
Is it that I'll wish they'r same as me, pray and live in a Christianity life?
Hmph~ Perhaps yes!
What shall I do to help my parents to gain back the relationship that they used to have? to be close, loving each other instead of quarrel and not believing like what they have now..
What shall I do to my sister who had a Malay BF? From what she wrote in a blog, I just can't feel that the guy is really care about her.. Shall I give her a wake up call or just leave it..? Hey sis, if u read this, common! U shall open up your eyes! If a psn who really care and love you, he shall not hurt you like that! You deserve a better one! And don't forget, once u step in Islam, there's no U-turn.. well, is up to you.. I hope you really choose a right guy!
I meet up an old primary classmates on sat when I went Ebox with my friends. I can't believe a guy who is so kind, nice, polite, good will turn out in earlier marriage life(perhaps accident happen)! I still remember when I 1st saw him and we become friend, we talk and sit together. I can't believe that he'll change a lot~ He's now married, got a daughter with an unstable job. How wish that I can help him.. Well! friends! Jia You! All the best in your life~ Don't quit so fast as your family need you! and your dream! don't ever forget!
And I'm so amaze by my friends! they are good in singing man! They can sing high pitch even they are guys! I having cough and can't sing high pitch and they back up for me!! Oh gosh!!! and they even sing sampat song and nobody! haha! really entertain by them! How great if I'm not phobia to mic? when then might is in front of me, I just cant sing well.. and I sing softer and softer.. even they scold me by saying "can sing but don't wanna sing"! aiks.. friends, sry but I shall let u guys know that I'm phobia to mic.. How to overcome it? Help!! I shall overcome it! But how?
Errr.. much more to write but yet! it's gonna be mass up if i put it in all here!
take a break and i shall continue the next one.. =)
I admit!
I can't survive without internet!
well~
yet I got no choice..
Is alright..
Cause it make me spent more time with my family and friends..
And my PLANTS VS ZOMBIES! haha! I've manage to finish it up.. =P
In between this 5 days of holiday, many things fly over my mind!
so much unpleasant situation like my parents quarrel, seeing friends without a stable life.. bla bla bla~
Is it because of I've become a Christian, I'll wish their life will be more stable and constant?
Is it that I'll wish they'r same as me, pray and live in a Christianity life?
Hmph~ Perhaps yes!
What shall I do to help my parents to gain back the relationship that they used to have? to be close, loving each other instead of quarrel and not believing like what they have now..
What shall I do to my sister who had a Malay BF? From what she wrote in a blog, I just can't feel that the guy is really care about her.. Shall I give her a wake up call or just leave it..? Hey sis, if u read this, common! U shall open up your eyes! If a psn who really care and love you, he shall not hurt you like that! You deserve a better one! And don't forget, once u step in Islam, there's no U-turn.. well, is up to you.. I hope you really choose a right guy!
I meet up an old primary classmates on sat when I went Ebox with my friends. I can't believe a guy who is so kind, nice, polite, good will turn out in earlier marriage life(perhaps accident happen)! I still remember when I 1st saw him and we become friend, we talk and sit together. I can't believe that he'll change a lot~ He's now married, got a daughter with an unstable job. How wish that I can help him.. Well! friends! Jia You! All the best in your life~ Don't quit so fast as your family need you! and your dream! don't ever forget!
And I'm so amaze by my friends! they are good in singing man! They can sing high pitch even they are guys! I having cough and can't sing high pitch and they back up for me!! Oh gosh!!! and they even sing sampat song and nobody! haha! really entertain by them! How great if I'm not phobia to mic? when then might is in front of me, I just cant sing well.. and I sing softer and softer.. even they scold me by saying "can sing but don't wanna sing"! aiks.. friends, sry but I shall let u guys know that I'm phobia to mic.. How to overcome it? Help!! I shall overcome it! But how?
Errr.. much more to write but yet! it's gonna be mass up if i put it in all here!
take a break and i shall continue the next one.. =)
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