What a down week..

Oh my~
I can't believe that I stuck myself in such an emotional week..
I can't effort the 'pain' and problems..
It really stuck me in a bad situation!
=(
Though I've pray and get to read my bible..
It still can't get over it.
Fear remains fear..
I've try to start focus on study and it works!
Yet it was remind by ppl again~
And here's the insomnia and nightmares come..
I don't feel like talking bout..
But I just need a way to express out the feelings..
Maybe a hug or an ice-cream will do..
or I rather stuck myself
But I really refuse to TALK!
argh!
I need to recover soon!!
As soon as possible!!!