well, when I came back, for sure there'll be dinner with family member..
And once again, my parents quarrel again..
They quarrel about what to cook during Chinere New Year eve as this year is our family turn to cook.
It's just a small matter and they can't even talk properly..
Aiks.. and they complain each other to me..
I don't like this!!
I finish up my dinner and wondering, shall I speak up today?
If I didn't speak out today, for sure they will quarrel agn the following day..
Well, I was like can't even throw out my words!
Sial~
Scare to get scolded..
Anyway, I suddenly speak out, don't you two feel sienz by keeping on quarrel?(after I think back, to say like this is kind of RUDE!! Opps!)
Yet to continue..
Why don't you two speak up the problem.
Dad, u shall be more patient.
Mom, speak out as if u always keep how u feel, nobody know!
Oh man, after I said this, I saw my mom eyes are red.
Sry mom, but I just wanna fix this~
Nobody is perfect in this world.
But instead of seeing the negative point, why don't you two see from a positive point?
Think back why u two wanna quarrel?
And what for u two quarrel?
(*This part, I'm not manage to speak out.
~Dad, mom, why don't u two think back, what make u two fall in love, be together, get married, born 3 of us, past through all the hard season, and now live in a much more better life compare to last time? why don't u 2 sit and talk, what had been missing in your life? And make everything change? In a relationship, commitment and trust is very important. I hope time past and things will change. To be a better husband and wife! To be a model for 3 of us.)
Words been not speaking out.
But I hope, things will change to better than worst..
Love you dad and mom!
Just wanna let u know, I'm no longer the AH MEI who's a small kids and not mature.
I'm adult now, and I does take this serious cause we're a family..
Monday, January 31, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Mixing feeling that carry on..
Hmph.. actually, not planning to write this out but well..
see what it come out at the end.
Last Sunday! what a super duper tired once I woke up!
imagine slept by 3am, woke up by 3.30am to answer a call, and when he notice I'm sleeping, shut it off.
And randomly by 4am, he call again and said can u ask Andy to open the door, I wanna talk to him!
Hello! Ethan SOH SHAN YONG! U know I'm sleeping and i need to get up earlier, right? why don't u call others? >_<
Slept back after I open the door.
But in 2 hours time i wake up agn, shock by dream! hmph~ I wonder, if ever that dream come truth, I dunno what to do.
Cause at the beginning of the year, I know I no longer love you anymore, the relatiohship doesn't work out if only one hand is clapping. =)
So give up and that's it!
You'll be like my bro, my buddies. haha!
Is great cause friendship is what I gain! woohoo~
This year, Joy promote us. To train ourself to become a leader.
Though this year is not CLT, but we'll learn thing straight from leader.
We'll be follow leader and attend leader meetings for 6 months.
I'm so happy for it! cause it's in a different way.
I'm afraid to work on it as I still feel my knowledge is so little compare to others.
But it will be another great time to learn things in it!
Believe myself that I can do it..
I've prayed by David..
And what he said does increase my confident..
Is time to move on to another level!
Jin CHong sermon does inspire me too!
How to become a counter cultural disciple?
1.We need to KNOW THE WORD
2. We need to KNOW YOUR IDENTITY
3.We need to KNOW YOUR PRIORITY
We need to know the word of God in order to build up ourself and gain faith! We need to know our identity in order to serve God. We need to know our priority in order to know what is important in our life!
Be organize in 2011, be strong in 2011!
Build the relationship between God and us!
Learn to seek and draw near to Him!
And not forget of this year theme!
Think for others more!
There's another feeling in it. And it can't be written out..
Well! It's gonna be the great year though! =)
And today! after talking to few friends..
I gain more mixing feeling! haha!
what la me..
Well..
Christianity~
Emotional~
Thinking of the past~
Fear in my heart~
it cant be express out! but yet!
I wanna said~
I need a hug!
that's what i need for today!
Cause after today, it will no longer stay in me! =)
I wanna learn how to control my emotion.
I wanna learn to face the fear in my heart!
And i believe!
I can do it!
Oh yea!
Knock knock! time to sleep~
What a mixing blog! haha!
WEIRD~
Good NIGHT world! =)
see what it come out at the end.
Last Sunday! what a super duper tired once I woke up!
imagine slept by 3am, woke up by 3.30am to answer a call, and when he notice I'm sleeping, shut it off.
And randomly by 4am, he call again and said can u ask Andy to open the door, I wanna talk to him!
Hello! Ethan SOH SHAN YONG! U know I'm sleeping and i need to get up earlier, right? why don't u call others? >_<
Slept back after I open the door.
But in 2 hours time i wake up agn, shock by dream! hmph~ I wonder, if ever that dream come truth, I dunno what to do.
Cause at the beginning of the year, I know I no longer love you anymore, the relatiohship doesn't work out if only one hand is clapping. =)
So give up and that's it!
You'll be like my bro, my buddies. haha!
Is great cause friendship is what I gain! woohoo~
This year, Joy promote us. To train ourself to become a leader.
Though this year is not CLT, but we'll learn thing straight from leader.
We'll be follow leader and attend leader meetings for 6 months.
I'm so happy for it! cause it's in a different way.
I'm afraid to work on it as I still feel my knowledge is so little compare to others.
But it will be another great time to learn things in it!
Believe myself that I can do it..
I've prayed by David..
And what he said does increase my confident..
Is time to move on to another level!
Jin CHong sermon does inspire me too!
How to become a counter cultural disciple?
1.We need to KNOW THE WORD
2. We need to KNOW YOUR IDENTITY
3.We need to KNOW YOUR PRIORITY
We need to know the word of God in order to build up ourself and gain faith! We need to know our identity in order to serve God. We need to know our priority in order to know what is important in our life!
Be organize in 2011, be strong in 2011!
Build the relationship between God and us!
Learn to seek and draw near to Him!
And not forget of this year theme!
Think for others more!
There's another feeling in it. And it can't be written out..
Well! It's gonna be the great year though! =)
And today! after talking to few friends..
I gain more mixing feeling! haha!
what la me..
Well..
Christianity~
Emotional~
Thinking of the past~
Fear in my heart~
it cant be express out! but yet!
I wanna said~
I need a hug!
that's what i need for today!
Cause after today, it will no longer stay in me! =)
I wanna learn how to control my emotion.
I wanna learn to face the fear in my heart!
And i believe!
I can do it!
Oh yea!
Knock knock! time to sleep~
What a mixing blog! haha!
WEIRD~
Good NIGHT world! =)
Monday, January 17, 2011
A drama!
I've watch a drama without knowing the name!
This is the very 1st time..
well, I spent some of my holiday doing this..
It's an Taiwan movie, act by Taiwan and China actor.
Talking bout freedom, love, photoshooting, life..
Well, it's important to have a time that you could do something that you wanna do!
So do I! =)
perhaps after this 3 years course end..
I wanna spent some time for what i really want for.. =)
Well, everything take times!
And I'm gonna work it out.. =)
Never give up!!
And i meet up my ex when i went back Ipoh this time..
I take it easy and just spent 1 hour with him..
well, his life is changing..
for a better one..
Is great.. But the only thing u gotta do is..
To let go..
Sry to said, there's no U-turn in our relationship..
It doesn't work out..
What had end means end yea..
Jia you! u can do it!
When I went back, I told Torng Eei that I just met up with my ex.
She suddenly emo and say, how wish I'm dating now. or have a bf..
Friend!
Common!
Knock Knock!
Not getting attach is alright..
Your time havent reach yet.. =)
Being single is fun!
Enjoy life with family and friends..
spent less $..
Less problem..
No worries..
Haha! see! so much advantage!
God will put a right person in your life..
Sooner or later..
Not in rush!
If not u might can't find the Mr Right! =)
This is the very 1st time..
well, I spent some of my holiday doing this..
It's an Taiwan movie, act by Taiwan and China actor.
Talking bout freedom, love, photoshooting, life..
Well, it's important to have a time that you could do something that you wanna do!
So do I! =)
perhaps after this 3 years course end..
I wanna spent some time for what i really want for.. =)
Well, everything take times!
And I'm gonna work it out.. =)
Never give up!!
And i meet up my ex when i went back Ipoh this time..
I take it easy and just spent 1 hour with him..
well, his life is changing..
for a better one..
Is great.. But the only thing u gotta do is..
To let go..
Sry to said, there's no U-turn in our relationship..
It doesn't work out..
What had end means end yea..
Jia you! u can do it!
When I went back, I told Torng Eei that I just met up with my ex.
She suddenly emo and say, how wish I'm dating now. or have a bf..
Friend!
Common!
Knock Knock!
Not getting attach is alright..
Your time havent reach yet.. =)
Being single is fun!
Enjoy life with family and friends..
spent less $..
Less problem..
No worries..
Haha! see! so much advantage!
God will put a right person in your life..
Sooner or later..
Not in rush!
If not u might can't find the Mr Right! =)
Sunday, January 16, 2011
5 days off! Well!! life is all this about! =)
Well! my life is so lifeless without internet!
I admit!
I can't survive without internet!
well~
yet I got no choice..
Is alright..
Cause it make me spent more time with my family and friends..
And my PLANTS VS ZOMBIES! haha! I've manage to finish it up.. =P
In between this 5 days of holiday, many things fly over my mind!
so much unpleasant situation like my parents quarrel, seeing friends without a stable life.. bla bla bla~
Is it because of I've become a Christian, I'll wish their life will be more stable and constant?
Is it that I'll wish they'r same as me, pray and live in a Christianity life?
Hmph~ Perhaps yes!
What shall I do to help my parents to gain back the relationship that they used to have? to be close, loving each other instead of quarrel and not believing like what they have now..
What shall I do to my sister who had a Malay BF? From what she wrote in a blog, I just can't feel that the guy is really care about her.. Shall I give her a wake up call or just leave it..? Hey sis, if u read this, common! U shall open up your eyes! If a psn who really care and love you, he shall not hurt you like that! You deserve a better one! And don't forget, once u step in Islam, there's no U-turn.. well, is up to you.. I hope you really choose a right guy!
I meet up an old primary classmates on sat when I went Ebox with my friends. I can't believe a guy who is so kind, nice, polite, good will turn out in earlier marriage life(perhaps accident happen)! I still remember when I 1st saw him and we become friend, we talk and sit together. I can't believe that he'll change a lot~ He's now married, got a daughter with an unstable job. How wish that I can help him.. Well! friends! Jia You! All the best in your life~ Don't quit so fast as your family need you! and your dream! don't ever forget!
And I'm so amaze by my friends! they are good in singing man! They can sing high pitch even they are guys! I having cough and can't sing high pitch and they back up for me!! Oh gosh!!! and they even sing sampat song and nobody! haha! really entertain by them! How great if I'm not phobia to mic? when then might is in front of me, I just cant sing well.. and I sing softer and softer.. even they scold me by saying "can sing but don't wanna sing"! aiks.. friends, sry but I shall let u guys know that I'm phobia to mic.. How to overcome it? Help!! I shall overcome it! But how?
Errr.. much more to write but yet! it's gonna be mass up if i put it in all here!
take a break and i shall continue the next one.. =)
I admit!
I can't survive without internet!
well~
yet I got no choice..
Is alright..
Cause it make me spent more time with my family and friends..
And my PLANTS VS ZOMBIES! haha! I've manage to finish it up.. =P
In between this 5 days of holiday, many things fly over my mind!
so much unpleasant situation like my parents quarrel, seeing friends without a stable life.. bla bla bla~
Is it because of I've become a Christian, I'll wish their life will be more stable and constant?
Is it that I'll wish they'r same as me, pray and live in a Christianity life?
Hmph~ Perhaps yes!
What shall I do to help my parents to gain back the relationship that they used to have? to be close, loving each other instead of quarrel and not believing like what they have now..
What shall I do to my sister who had a Malay BF? From what she wrote in a blog, I just can't feel that the guy is really care about her.. Shall I give her a wake up call or just leave it..? Hey sis, if u read this, common! U shall open up your eyes! If a psn who really care and love you, he shall not hurt you like that! You deserve a better one! And don't forget, once u step in Islam, there's no U-turn.. well, is up to you.. I hope you really choose a right guy!
I meet up an old primary classmates on sat when I went Ebox with my friends. I can't believe a guy who is so kind, nice, polite, good will turn out in earlier marriage life(perhaps accident happen)! I still remember when I 1st saw him and we become friend, we talk and sit together. I can't believe that he'll change a lot~ He's now married, got a daughter with an unstable job. How wish that I can help him.. Well! friends! Jia You! All the best in your life~ Don't quit so fast as your family need you! and your dream! don't ever forget!
And I'm so amaze by my friends! they are good in singing man! They can sing high pitch even they are guys! I having cough and can't sing high pitch and they back up for me!! Oh gosh!!! and they even sing sampat song and nobody! haha! really entertain by them! How great if I'm not phobia to mic? when then might is in front of me, I just cant sing well.. and I sing softer and softer.. even they scold me by saying "can sing but don't wanna sing"! aiks.. friends, sry but I shall let u guys know that I'm phobia to mic.. How to overcome it? Help!! I shall overcome it! But how?
Errr.. much more to write but yet! it's gonna be mass up if i put it in all here!
take a break and i shall continue the next one.. =)
Monday, December 6, 2010
Awesome weekends. =)
Haha! Daniel and Deborah invite us to their house again. =)
Woohoo~ Smun and me got 2 days off!
And their offer is such a blessing man!
Daniel, Deborah, David, Helbert, Ernest, Joy, Andrew, Smun, Torng Eei, Allen..
We play cards, stuck in front of the lappy online and play games, we swim, we attend church svc together, we ate, we make garlic bread, we share hauted story and sleep together-7 people in one room...
I even baby sitting a 1 yrs old child..
Aww~
So nice..
Thx for the fried rice.. =)
Thx for the garlic bread.. =)
Thx for teaching me how to sit in the swimming pool.. =)
Thx for teaching me how to hang upside down in a pool.. =)
Thx for letting me know different culture of Christianity.. =)
Thx for letting me know more bout u guys.. =)
Thx for let me experience how to baby sitting a kids. =)
Thx for reducing my home sick.. =)
Thx for everything.. =)
I enjoy my weekends.. Hope u guys too..
Woohoo~ Smun and me got 2 days off!
And their offer is such a blessing man!
Daniel, Deborah, David, Helbert, Ernest, Joy, Andrew, Smun, Torng Eei, Allen..
We play cards, stuck in front of the lappy online and play games, we swim, we attend church svc together, we ate, we make garlic bread, we share hauted story and sleep together-7 people in one room...
I even baby sitting a 1 yrs old child..
Aww~
So nice..
Thx for the fried rice.. =)
Thx for the garlic bread.. =)
Thx for teaching me how to sit in the swimming pool.. =)
Thx for teaching me how to hang upside down in a pool.. =)
Thx for letting me know different culture of Christianity.. =)
Thx for letting me know more bout u guys.. =)
Thx for let me experience how to baby sitting a kids. =)
Thx for reducing my home sick.. =)
Thx for everything.. =)
I enjoy my weekends.. Hope u guys too..
Saturday, November 27, 2010
End of November..
#Somehow in between, i'm lost..
I lost the motive, i lost my purpose of joining nursing..
Nursing life is not easy to go through but yet!
This is the life i choose..
Thx God.. That You've remind me the purpose!
The purpose why i choose the medical line!
It was my mission to become a volunteer to help out the poor and sick people!
It was my mission to train myself in medical line no matter I'm a nurse or a doctor!
It was my mission to travel all over the world to help them!
And now It is still my mission..
I've forgot but yet You remind me..
And now, my energy is re-fill!
Go and continue nursing life!!
It's almost end of November..
And December is coming!
Christmas is coming too!
This is my very 1st Christmas!
What will happen on that day..?
Gift exchange perhaps..?!
Awesome production..?!
Woohoo!!
Can't wait for it to come.. =)
And it's gonna be a busy season for me..
Posting, procedure to rush, plan for December, Emerge, Christmas, vocal self-training..
Lot's of stuff to do!
oh yea oh yea!
ENJOY!
I lost the motive, i lost my purpose of joining nursing..
Nursing life is not easy to go through but yet!
This is the life i choose..
Thx God.. That You've remind me the purpose!
The purpose why i choose the medical line!
It was my mission to become a volunteer to help out the poor and sick people!
It was my mission to train myself in medical line no matter I'm a nurse or a doctor!
It was my mission to travel all over the world to help them!
And now It is still my mission..
I've forgot but yet You remind me..
And now, my energy is re-fill!
Go and continue nursing life!!
It's almost end of November..
And December is coming!
Christmas is coming too!
This is my very 1st Christmas!
What will happen on that day..?
Gift exchange perhaps..?!
Awesome production..?!
Woohoo!!
Can't wait for it to come.. =)
And it's gonna be a busy season for me..
Posting, procedure to rush, plan for December, Emerge, Christmas, vocal self-training..
Lot's of stuff to do!
oh yea oh yea!
ENJOY!
Friday, November 12, 2010
Ice-Cream needed.. God needed..
Is been so long that i quit eating ice-cream.
Been to addicted and rely on it..
And now, i just feel like have one of it.. =)
Perhaps a choco top from McD..? Or New Zealand? or Haagen Daz? Or Baskin Robin..?! Conetto? Anyone of it..
Things fly pass my mind..
Lot's of lot's of things happen..
And how..
How to handle it..?
God!! help me pass through this season!
Give me strength!
Widen my capacity!
Been to addicted and rely on it..
And now, i just feel like have one of it.. =)
Perhaps a choco top from McD..? Or New Zealand? or Haagen Daz? Or Baskin Robin..?! Conetto? Anyone of it..
Things fly pass my mind..
Lot's of lot's of things happen..
And how..
How to handle it..?
God!! help me pass through this season!
Give me strength!
Widen my capacity!
Sunday, October 31, 2010
My guitar is G-O-N-E!
When i step in the house, i put everything in proper way.
And the next thing is go and grab my guitar!!
And i cant find it!! =(
Why WHy WHY?!
Where it go?!
I asked my mom and she said, I give it to your cousin edi.
=( =( ='( =''(
My guitar!
I though i can keep in touch with it when I'm back..
I though i can play it again..
I though i can play some music and create the video for State of the arts competition.
I though i can.........
='(
My heart broke and my tears down.
Too bad..
I'm sad now..
And the next thing is go and grab my guitar!!
And i cant find it!! =(
Why WHy WHY?!
Where it go?!
I asked my mom and she said, I give it to your cousin edi.
=( =( ='( =''(
My guitar!
I though i can keep in touch with it when I'm back..
I though i can play it again..
I though i can play some music and create the video for State of the arts competition.
I though i can.........
='(
My heart broke and my tears down.
Too bad..
I'm sad now..
mix Feeling!
Back to Ipoh, finally!!
It's been so long I've been home.
I know I miss home..
But when i leave KL, I miss KL pula.. >_<
Well, I'm too used with my spiritual family edi.
Without them, I don't know how I can survive at KL.
Without them, I might still lost.
Aww~~ I miss them so much.
Anyway, it's time to back to my home!
My real home!
Daddy, mummy and brother!!!! Wuahahahahaha!
I miss you guys so much.
Gonna spent more time with u guys this time. =)
Enjoy..!
It's been so long I've been home.
I know I miss home..
But when i leave KL, I miss KL pula.. >_<
Well, I'm too used with my spiritual family edi.
Without them, I don't know how I can survive at KL.
Without them, I might still lost.
Aww~~ I miss them so much.
Anyway, it's time to back to my home!
My real home!
Daddy, mummy and brother!!!! Wuahahahahaha!
I miss you guys so much.
Gonna spent more time with u guys this time. =)
Enjoy..!
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Wondering~~
State of The Arts!!!
Here it come!!
Hahahahaha!
Art of talents!!
Well, i'm thinking of wanna join or not.
I got no musicians, i gt no team, i gt nothing..
And i'm kind of phobia of the stage.. >_<
The reason that make me feel like joining is i want to upgrade myself and overcome my phobia.
But my time is limit, i need to complete everything in a short time.
Recording, find notes, prep, vocal training~ Bla Bla Bla~
And it was my exam start from 13th-19th.
Shall i focus on my study instead of this?
I dunno..
can somebody help me to decide..?
Please, let me know what to do if u guys saw my blog.. =)
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Here come the nightmares..
The nightmares came again..
it's been so long that it never came in my sleep..
Been shock again and wake up few times..
Even when i take a nap, I'll dream it again..
Can it stopped..?
People said, dreams might mean something, might mean nothing..
And my dream always happen after few months ago..
And i don't hope it happen..
*sigh..
Just get out of my dream, nightmares..
Monday, October 11, 2010
Friendship.. =)
Kind of out of mood today..
Too much things just going on like that..
and i'm kind of too stress and don't know what to do..
And..
so do my best friend.
She just get into an emotional mood due to her 'case'..
We plan to jog, but end up, we bought junk food and ice-cream and we eat in the park.
Not much conversation is carry on..
But deep inside our heart, we know, our present there is just meant for each other.
Well, silent can be another way of communication.
Without talking, we can know what each other think and what each other want.
We try to cheer each other up after an hour, but yet, we failed.
Is alright my friend, both of us are just tired.
Allowed ourselves to be emo for awhile and leave the smile behind.
We know we'll be alright soon.
As God is always here for us. =)
U can move on..
Cause you are strong enough.
And I'll backup you here.
Together we, GAMBATEH!
So glad to have a friend like this.
Emotional day, but yet we gain a stronger friendship.
Too much things just going on like that..
and i'm kind of too stress and don't know what to do..
And..
so do my best friend.
She just get into an emotional mood due to her 'case'..
We plan to jog, but end up, we bought junk food and ice-cream and we eat in the park.
Not much conversation is carry on..
But deep inside our heart, we know, our present there is just meant for each other.
Well, silent can be another way of communication.
Without talking, we can know what each other think and what each other want.
We try to cheer each other up after an hour, but yet, we failed.
Is alright my friend, both of us are just tired.
Allowed ourselves to be emo for awhile and leave the smile behind.
We know we'll be alright soon.
As God is always here for us. =)
U can move on..
Cause you are strong enough.
And I'll backup you here.
Together we, GAMBATEH!
So glad to have a friend like this.
Emotional day, but yet we gain a stronger friendship.
Dream!
There's once I talk about dream..
And yea, My DREAM IS TO BECOME A SINGER. =)
Never told before anyone.. but yet i think my mom know about this..
Well, living in a family which handling with business, never will I get a chance to get in to an entertainment life. Perhaps i'm just lucky that I doesn't need to life in a business life now. Nursing life is just an another choice for me to escape from it. Not my dream but yet I still have my passion to go for it. Help people who is in need, go for mission trip, go around the world helping the poor.. That's just all I wanna do.
There's once I watch a drama, is talking about a girl who can sing but yet she's phobia to sing in front of everyone. And finally she quit joining entertainment life and she decided to sing, any time any places she want. but just not in public. She said: 一个人可以很爱唱歌，但不一定要进入娱乐圈。像现在简简单单，无忧无虑的生活，也许会唱的更自由吧。。不必约束自己。。 Perhaps she's right. =)
I'm in nursing life now, and i shall continue with my life. Dream, might can't be come truth. This is the reality of life. And i got stage phobia, i cant sing alone in front of people. I just can sing with a group of people, like choir. So, just enjoy my singing in the church. =)
If one day, u guys saw me in any singing competition in tv program, that might be some miracle happen on me..
For now, nursing life is just here for me to complete it. =)
And yea, My DREAM IS TO BECOME A SINGER. =)
Never told before anyone.. but yet i think my mom know about this..
Well, living in a family which handling with business, never will I get a chance to get in to an entertainment life. Perhaps i'm just lucky that I doesn't need to life in a business life now. Nursing life is just an another choice for me to escape from it. Not my dream but yet I still have my passion to go for it. Help people who is in need, go for mission trip, go around the world helping the poor.. That's just all I wanna do.
There's once I watch a drama, is talking about a girl who can sing but yet she's phobia to sing in front of everyone. And finally she quit joining entertainment life and she decided to sing, any time any places she want. but just not in public. She said: 一个人可以很爱唱歌，但不一定要进入娱乐圈。像现在简简单单，无忧无虑的生活，也许会唱的更自由吧。。不必约束自己。。 Perhaps she's right. =)
I'm in nursing life now, and i shall continue with my life. Dream, might can't be come truth. This is the reality of life. And i got stage phobia, i cant sing alone in front of people. I just can sing with a group of people, like choir. So, just enjoy my singing in the church. =)
If one day, u guys saw me in any singing competition in tv program, that might be some miracle happen on me..
For now, nursing life is just here for me to complete it. =)
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
A Singing Competition
Today there's a singing competition in our college! It was just a mini competition and i never though that i'll be taking part in it!! With the encourage of choir leader, cg leader and some other friends from college or even old classmates, I decided to go for it. For the very 1st time, i have to choose and practice on my own. Luckily my cg leader, Joy is here to help me. =) after burning midnight oil, it's time to prepare another thing, MC script! For the very 1st time too, I'm gonna become MC. woohoo!! It's time for competition! OHHHHH! I'm feeking scare.. Even text my leader to make myself calm down. Well, their words does help. =) Step on my 1st step, walk to the middle of the stage, waiting for the music to start. Here comes the music.. =) Since it's duet as my friend decide to join last minute, yet still the feeling is different. But yet, at the bridge, i can hear my own voice! It's a melody! Not shaky voice! Yes! I done it! I can sing on the stage, i can sing well.. Well, believe in yourself really help! I'm not that nervous as usual. I just done it! Yeah! And the fear of going on stage, singing in front of people u dunno.. well, i think i've overcome part of it. =) Will continue to sing. =) Thank you for all the encouragement especially Joy, Robin and Emloyd! We just love to sing! =) And never quit from singing! More to learn from u guys too.. =)
Monday, September 20, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Singing week. =)
Well, i'm off for few days and not going back hometown. *sigh.. I need part time job in order to survive. Well, RM400 cant help me survive in one month time as I got lots of expenses to do. So i'm working as Companion Nurse. It was night shift and this allowed me to have more time in the afternoon after i wake up from sleep. =) And what i do is practice singing. Non-stop! =) haha! I've been not practice after the 1st week of vocal class by Emloyd as I'm sick. And this week, i'm gonna buck up and done it more seriously. And my roommates are not in, so i can use the room freely as nobody will gonna stop me from singing. =) Practice hard as what he taught me, i realize that i can sing louder without stretching my vocal cord. WOW! Is a great thing! And i just keep on singing and singing and singing after the practice. I sing everywhere, i sing in my room, in the laundry while washing clothes, even sing when have outting with friends. =) My friends shout at me, can u stop singing? Opps.. I cant as i'm addicted on it. =P My mind just spin like a CD player. Woohoo! Friday before cg, while waiting alone at the bus stop for my member to reach, i just open my note book and sing all the praise and worship songs. Though of the car sounds could cover my voice, but yet still there's a motorcyclist turn his head and show his shock face! oh no.. perhaps too loud! And he might think that i'm crazy by singing there. Even after cg, my member start singing in the car. Here come the music and everyone just enjoy it! And today, Choir Team 3 is having practice as usual, I just sing without afraid of singing the wrong tune. And even my voice can reach Loyd(I think so as he show me a comfirmation eyes)! Wow! I'm singing better and better! And even Robin teach me today. What an honour! =) Well, i love u guys. I love Choir Team 3! u guys are just amazing. I'm more confident in singing right now, but yet more to be improve. =) Thx Shan Yong too by bringing me for the audition. And there's when My life change. =) Thx God for giving me this gift which allowing me sing. =)
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Business..
My family is running business.. Most of them are on this field. And I'm the only one who start to join nursing.. Which is a totally different field from my family. Today i went to 'Breakthrough Session' by Yes Challenge. Is all about the how a young generation start to work on a business. And since is Y-Generation, is all about using internet. Most of the business will start to goes through online. Well, it comes out with different idea which might produce different of marketing. Well, it's not easy to build a business as there are lots of steps to go on. After the session end, we have lunch, then we sent Smun and Chin to church, then only we sent Sean back. when we reach, we just stop by and chat almost one hour. Well, it's kind of increase my knowledge while Sean start to talk bout business.. Wow! If he doesn't tell me, i might don't know that our land rent had increase 20% as in our pay is just increase 5%. And he said people who is rich will getting richer while people who is poor will getting poorer in future. And there's no more middle class people! What?! Well, I don't wish i getting poorer.. My family is still count on me in the future. Resources, food and another thing that is much more important thing in our life. What's the thing? Still wondering.. Well, everything is all business in this world. Is different type of service produce different type of business. Gaining my interest on business. =) It doesn't that hard. Just gotta twist your mind. =)
Friday, September 3, 2010
Learn to be more patient than i used to be..
Tough day..
Yea, that's what i feel today.
Not much telling for it..
With all the emotional issues from other.
I handle it, with smile. =)
Settle most of it..
Probably some cant be solve.
But yet I tried..
Might be a tough period for me..
But nothing gonna stop me. =)
I've learned..
to be more patient than i am.
I just done it.
Well, this is the 1st step to Growth.
And it shall continue..
Running with You, Lord!
Yea, that's what i feel today.
Not much telling for it..
With all the emotional issues from other.
I handle it, with smile. =)
Settle most of it..
Probably some cant be solve.
But yet I tried..
Might be a tough period for me..
But nothing gonna stop me. =)
I've learned..
to be more patient than i am.
I just done it.
Well, this is the 1st step to Growth.
And it shall continue..
Running with You, Lord!
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